Sakura

@Sakura_Thief nono don't be sorry and thanks for the answer, I'm sorry you had to read those comments, regardless of what someone's going through they shouldn't be glorifying it or actively searching to make their situation worse, I was just confused cause of the sudden change but I fully get it! I still love the book and always re read it cause of how good it is, thank you again! <3

@Onlygrethn because I'm allergic to happiness. 
            Jk
            For real though A lot of people have been commenting how they come back to read this story to fuel their ED or give them motivation to not eat and stuff and that just made me uncomfortable cuz I really don't want to seem like I'm glorifying any of this. I thought a bad ending would help lessen those comments and also show a bit more reality of how something like this would go irl. Sorry 

@MushroomMinecart  you are so sweet and im so so glad it helped you that way. i actually might cry. you are amazing, I'm so glad you're in recovery and that my book helped even the slightest bit. ill re publish the story for you. thank you. love the tldr btw lmaooo

Your book genuinely inspired me to get help. I wanted to re-read it since I’ve been in recovery for about a two years officially now, and it had such an impact on me, it’d mean the world if I could read it again (if you are still sending the doc, totally fine if not). I don’t care if the names are different, because it’s not the abhorrent real people, it’s who we thought they were (and they likely wanted us to think they were by projecting an image) in like early 2020s.
            TL;DR book good, dsmp ccs bad, Google doc pls?

@Sakura_Thief I can't tell you how long I've been searching for this fic again, and I could barely find anything on it so it almost made me question whether I remembered the right title/premise at all. I would be so grateful if you could send me the google doc  of Orange Juice. My discord handle is thefroggess. If discord doesn't work in contacting me, I am also able to provide my email. Again, I really loved this work and I would be so grateful. Thank you!