I saw your message on someone else's profile you struggling for motivation. I don't know if I am too late to throw in some encouragement since that message was last year.
I'll just follow you instead and I will keep checking regularly to see when you will eventually make the brave step again! You're not alone!
Apologies for lack of updates. I haven't been very well. I'm feeling better now though so updates will resume as usual. Todays is slightly longer since I missed a few weeks. Enjoy!