I haven't been here since 2020, wow. I've been busy with college and mental health, and recovering from a bad relationship. Writing has been difficult because I was dating someone that was unhealthy and genuinely unsafe towards me, the two of us would write a lot. If you do happen to recognize my ex's username just block them and leave them alone. They may have already said something about me, I don't care about check because I'd rather not engage with them or their profile. Please don't talk to me about them either, thank you.
I didn't think there was help available for me, because they kept telling me things were great and I believed them. They controlled me to an extent that I'm not comfortable sharing, especially not over the Internet to a bunch of people I don't know (even though I love my followers). I actually wrote Daddy's House to process my own situation, and ended it sort of abruptly in the rescuing bit - because that never happened for me, I wasn't sure how that would go plot-wise either.
If you do need help, but want to be discreet about it, then use these links. Domestic violence is hard to recognize, especially if you grew up somewhat sheltered like I did.
Ohio Domestic Violence Network: https://www.odvn.org/
The Trevor Project: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/get-help/
The National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN) is good too, but as far as I know there's no option to exit the site and delete it from your browser history. https://www.rainn.org/resources
We don't talk anymore and are in different states than each other now, but just in case my ex decides to contact me for whatever reason, I won't be very active on this account. I'll leave it up as an archive, someday I may write on here again. Stay safe everyone, I appreciate all of you. <3
