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I have a big ass meeting with a counselor and a psychiatrist on friday about my OCD and I kind of don't want to go. I know that I should but like.... no thank you, don't have time for that shit. 

I just ate a whole sleeve of oreos :)

Me: *thinking about saving my money for once*
          
          Billie Eilish h&m collection: no
          

I went around singing "you're too mean I don't like you" and so on. During all of last week. Like every day and just listening to it so much and now she posts it to her story. 

Happy Thanksgiving to all y'all that celebrate that.

Omfghgg. Just watched the fan survey and the "Dude, like a lot" was me. I don't even know what to do with my self. I wanna hop off a cliff in the best way possible.

The girl that made the velvet blohsh is quaking in her bed right now.

I feel like shit tonight man :(

Billie for real went "I'm gonna fuck everybody in this fandom up rn" and posted that she was gonna go live. Really Billie? Really? How am I supposed to sleep now? How am I supposed to be alive when my Instagram notifications don't even work? Smh. Smh fr fr.

Why can't I be as Hot as Billie Eilish?