Sam

Fear him for he doesn't fear me 
          Laugh for he doesn't care
          Cry for he wouldn't see 
          And die for he isn't there.

It's amazing how the little things you do make me feel so weird. The way my heart beats around you is as unexplainable as the way my body heats up and my face turns red. You make me fall in love even though I promised to not let my heart be taken away again. 

What do you do when you have a crush on your friend's brother? 
          It's quite easy you ghost your friend until you get over their hot-ass brother. 

Letting go of a good memory with you is hard but what is harder is forgetting what we were and how we became. I hope one day you will remember our story and re-read those chapters that we wrote together. Because that story has ended from today onwards a new book will start titled 'Me'. The book that we wrote and titled 'Us' has ended with us. 
          
          A message to you by your once beloved. 

I hope to see you someday, 
          But not today. 
          I want to feel your touch
          But I don't want to be in your presence. 
          I need you 
          But I don't want you. 
          I am alive 
          While you died. 
          
          I will wait for you once again 
          To leave you behind yet again 
          I will play no games 
          Because you are destined to win them all 
          I will cause you a heartache 
          When you see the fall. 
          Hope you are ready 
          To live in this world. 

If you were going to die and only had 24 hours left, what would you do? Tell all your friends and family or hide it? 
          
          If I were given only 24 hours to live, I would leave letters to my friends and family about all the things that I never had the chance to talk about. I would do everything in order to cause trouble to my friends. I would annoy them until they would want me dead and at the last minute, I will tell them that their wish came true and I would die.
          
          I will make sure they remember me throughout their life as the friend whom they killed. I will leave them with guilt so that they never forget me.

Have you felt like some kind of force is protecting you while a different force is tearing apart the sanity that makes you human? 
          
          Have you felt the world crumbling beneath you while the sky craves in? Have you felt like you are dying even when you are alive and well? Have you felt the need to lose even though you have already won?- By Marden 

What if you were born into a world of your choice? The world, the setting, the characters and the plot. What would you make? Will it have a happy ending or not? Will everyone get to live the perfect life that they dream of or will everyone will become a stepping stone for the main character to walk upon?
          
          What will be the ending of your dream? 

Is talking to yourself about all of your problems normal? Am I living in reality or not. I don't even know what I want and what I don't at this point in life. I have this feeling that keeps telling me to live on but my entire being want to escape from this pain.  
          
          Why is it so hard for me to reveal the truth it feels like I am burning but at the same time I am cold. And I hate feeling this. 

Have you ever felt guilty for something that you did a long time ago? Something that even though you tried to make it right, it always ends up hurting you.
          
          Today I felt that I apologised to a person I did wrong a long time ago. But every message hurt me. I felt my chest tightening, I was suffocating. I don't know why but I want to stay with that person if though this hurts like hell.