hi everyone! sorry for being gone for so long,but I've been going threw some mental struggles due to covid and loosing two relatives in one year ..a month after another ....and I'm trying to get over the grief and doing what I can to get myself back together and adjusting to all the fast changes due to the pandemic ..normalyl I don't know whether to believe if there is god or gods but I do believe in a heaven ...so .......I don't often ask for this but ...please...give a prayer to me,my family,my lost loved ones that died ..my uncle Steve and aunt Wanita ...one of them died of illness..and my uncle died from suicide ....so give your love to help them be at peace ...I never got to say goodbye to them and I feel the guilt of not saving my uncle from suicide .... so please ... give me some time to get better and ...to get over my grief and guilt ..please and thank you