Today we finished my granny's funeral for my mom's side. It went so well and she accepted the rituals, but i miss her so much. She gave me money i saved it and bought my guitar two years ago, i still can't believe she's gone and already three days have passed. I can't express how I'm feeling now, i want to apologise to her for not being able to bring her during home after getting a job, that's the only regret I've. I lost my most favourite and dearest person and this emptiness will never be filled.
She's gone finally... I didn't want to say that she would live for a few more days and she was suffering because of ageing, she was 93, but I miss her.
Stay happy dear granny, wherever you are. I love you and always love you.