Sansational Outcast

Next part of MCQSS is out ^^

Sup. I'm back lmao

I love my dad. 
          
          He just brought me up a quesadilla without asking. 
          
          He is best dad.

https://youtu.be/dNFUDZ59op8 
          
          I needed to rethink my life after this.

Into you head, them tearing in.
          
          You shriek in pain, tears running down your chin.
          
          But no one can here you.
          
          You’ve not given up, but they cut through.
          
          You, still weak and hopeless, whisper out at the dead of night,
          
          “go away, go away, thoughts!
          
          For I am tired, and without you, rest peacefully I might!”

Found out that I’m having nightmares due to stress/anxiety caused by my mother. No wonder. Day’s bad and now sleep is ruined too.
          
          Thanks, mother.

Just blasted “Everyone Is Gay,” in a home of a homophobic mom. 
          
          Happy pride month.

[Suicide Warning]
          
          
          
          
          
          Please don’t judge my brain. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Can you imagine if you were to commit suicide, but as you’re in the process of it (ex: choking, falling, hanging) you regretted it and wanted to live but your already almost dead and there’s nothing you can do to save yourself? 

I’m beginning a slow-drain, war book. Basically look out for that. Idk a title right now, but look our for that. It will be a multishipping book also.

Macaroni used to mean Fashionable in the 1800’s. So the line, “Stuck a feather in his hat and called it macaroni,” actually makes perfect sense.