SantrielVonBismarck

Okay, guys. For anyone who Cared or maybe still cares for my "content" which I doubt at this point I sincerely apologize for not updating for like....idk..almost a year? The thing is... I don't really know how to accurately explain this but, I may have become too ambitious with my story until I was at a point at which I was constantly afraid to publish a new chapter fearing I wouldn't meet my reader's expectations and disappoint them. But actually, I realize now that I'm Kind of an idiot. Because I recently read a couple of stories from Luther people and then I realized that even if I found myself disliking the story due to whatever reason I still enjoyed it. now, not wanting to waste your time I just wanna get out that I do NOT want to just leave my stories incomplete. I am currently planning on going back to writing right after resolving something tomorrow(medical/health related). 
          	Last thing: it would mean a lot, and I MEAN a LOT to me if someone were to read this and reafirm me with a comment. I'm literally willing to skip a nights sleep if just one person actually still cares about my bad stories and wants to read a continuation.

PhantomWritez015

@SantrielVonBismarck It's been a long time my friend...
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Nightwalker_Yt

@SantrielVonBismarck I understand. I’m in the same boat as you which is why I haven’t updated any of my stories.
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SantrielVonBismarck

@ ChaoticDivinity  soon
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PhantomWritez015

Ayo, its been a long time since you were active and i thought i could stop by and say if you're ok. 
          
          Im not sure if u know but i have published the Cleveland x male reader book, and its progressing quite alright if i do say so myself.
          
          If u happen to be active, you could check it out and tell me what you think.
          
          Thats all good day and stay safe comrade!

SantrielVonBismarck

@ PhantomWritez015  Alright, I'll see to it when I can make a little time.
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SnusLord

You gonna update the Akagi story soon?

KyleTapungot

@Weebatron6009 When are you gonna update the next chapter the crimson red yandere fox| Azur lane akagi X Male commander.
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SantrielVonBismarck

@ Weebatron6009  I mean, you guys know by now that my update schedule sucks, however the next Akagi chapter is pretty much finished so I guess I can update it very soon, yea.
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Kennykazekoto

Heyo i was wondering when are you going to update blanc x mreader story (because,look at my profile pic)

Kennykazekoto

@SantrielVonBismarck of course to be honest i have serch for DAYS!!!! To find a blanc x male reader story but couldn’t fine but when i say you write a blanc x male reader i was very happy but it only has 2 chapter so i was sad but if you could please update the story.*gives puppy dog eyes*
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SantrielVonBismarck

@SantrielVonBismarck Ok OK, I have decided to not take up much more of your time, even tho since you like blanc reading shouldn't be a problem for you, but whatever. I am willing to give it another shot at making it the story ut was supposed to be from the hour of it's birth. However, I don't care if not many people like it or even read it. But I NEED just 1 person who actually cares and tells me that they want to read more. As long as this condition is true I can continue writing without a doubt. So I am going to just end this rant with a single question directed at you . Can you Be said person for this story?
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SantrielVonBismarck

@kennykazekoto  OOF, my guy I'm gonna be honest to you. I was really, REALLY, NOT expecting anyone to like that one. I acrually feel kinda guilty to hear this you know. Back When i Started writing fanfiction I really liked blanc, like, a lot. She was my profile pic back then too. So even when i eventually ended up liking noire more I still wanted to write a fanfic for blanc. (Kinda funny thing actually the first fanfic I ever read was about blanc but...) I went into writing it with a passion I rarely have for anything really but you see. In the end after not having updated it for months on end and even more than a year by now I felt down every time I saw it in "my stories" not because I was ashamed of my own creation, but rather because I thought nobody really cares about it or even liked it. 
            I'm sorry I'm making you read this long as-s message but you see... Idk. I really really really would like to write a good story worthy of an SS Tier waifu but after eventually seeing that I had not gotten any feedback on how people found the story to be, I was just left with uncertainty over if I actually posses the needed writing skills for that and if I would end up hating the thing I wrote because if plainly being bad.
            In a strange way, I just didn't want to dissapoint myself. So I just didn't have the courage to continue writing it. It's not just this story in particular but I don't really know what people actually think of my stories because most of the comments are just reactions to meme-ish phrases I used or something of that sort
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