Destiny Augustine

update about yesterday I'm doing fine now me my mom and my step dad forgot about what happened and moved on I ain't gonna forget about my step dad causing me a panic attack I wasn't mentally perpared for a panic attack I didn't know I was having a panic attack till I searched up the symptoms of a panic attack which the 12 symptoms of a panic attack are trembling or shaking numbness or tingling chills or hot flashes sweating nausea heart palpitations breathing problems dizziness fear of losing control derealization or depersonalization chest pain or discomfort and fear of dying I did felt dizzy but I just thought of that as normal cause I feel dizzy while I take my meds but I did felt hot and has trouble breathing I probably shouldn't bring my panic attacks up to my mom and step dad I caused them enough trouble yesterday I don't want them to feel guilty or think I'm trying to make my step dad look bad and incase anyone gets worried or wondering how I'm feeling I'm feeling ok now and now I'm prepared to handle a panic attack now that I know what the symptoms are to a panic attack

I really hate my step dad I think my mom should break up with him my step dad litterally caused me a panic attack and he didn't even try to calm me down nither did my mom they just kept telling me to stop crying and eat maybe my mom and step dad should break up or better yet I should just leave the world I'm tired of my step dad mentally abusing me and my mom letting him mentally abuse me I'm tired of living in a world where noone cares why do I even bother if noone cares I just want to fucking die *cries*

Happy new years everyone also my new years started on a good term last year I got into a debate with someone in the youtube comment sections and after a bit of going back and forth since last year I found out that this person is really chill and we ended the debate on good terms so that's good to see that this person changed and took the time to just sit and talk to me instead of assuming what I was like

Merry Christmas everyone

Hey Wattpad what gives I'm trying to earn coins by watching ads and either the ads don't play or the checking if you have earned coins message takes a long time to load what gives I don't really plan on spending the coins on anything I just earn them just have them and had no problem doing it and now there's problems sounds like a broken system to me

Seen the fnaf 2 movie with my boyfriend today and it was amazing sad that only 2 youtubers appeared in the movie

Update to the last post the mature rating on my story is now gone maybe they reviewed my appeal and removed the mature rating on the story and it was rated as mature by mistake though now that I'm thinking about it I find it funny that Antisepticeye x luna moon got a mature rating and not The dark side of yamimash or The nightmares of dagames or A lighting bond or The forgotten gamer or Were both insane or Jacks insanity or Freedom at least or is it then again those stories are not that dark since I was cautioned with dark themes when it came to writing dark stories lol

One of my stories got marked as mature I got a dm from Wattpad and I thought I was gonna lose another story and had to repost the story but nope it only got marked as mature and all I had to do was appeal the mature rating which to be fair I would of add a mature rating to the story anyways lol

I just thought I post a update about my insomnia I feel a little bit better I have been sleeping fine now I still wake up in the middle of the night but waking up in the middle of the night is somewhat normal for me to do in general but other then that it seems like my insomnia is gone now

I just realized I got insomnia again cause of Twitter/X I tried taking a small nap today and I just couldn't sleep this is the third time I got insomnia guess no going to sleep for me how great