Sapphira_Heart

I find it funny that I have to teach myself how to cook diff recipes coz no one taught me how. I find it heartbreaking yet so fulfilling. People who point fingers at you saying u can't be a good mom or u can't go far coz u don't know basic stuffs are just so . Tapping myself at the back coz I'm learning on my own and I can say now that, I know how to cook! Coz I taught myself how! Bye. 

Shame for those people who think it is easy just because they have it all the time without struggling.  Shame for those people who judge you because of who you are right now just because you don't share the same principles already. And shame for those people who judge your thoughts, words, and actions just because they thought it was wrong. Shame for those people who label you as a rebel, just because they had it perfectly. Shame on you.

I saw a lot of things falling in front of me. I saw myself falling from something I am not even sure if it is worth the fall. Am I too hard on myself? Or am I too hard for other people? I shouldn't be questioning myself. I shouldn't be blaming other people. I can't help it, I honestly can't. I don't know why I am doing this anymore. Is it for them? Or for me? But I am certain that all I wanted is to be noticed and chosen, always.

          Hindi ko na po kaya aking mind. Diko na sya ma control. Help. SOS. Wave wave wave.

Eric Seth M. Obedencio, RN.
          Ma. Eliza D. Pelaez, RN.
          ✨

It hit me hard. I realized that no one will do it for me but only myself. 

RN 2024  CUTIE!✨ for my best boy Lord! 

Too many heartbreaks.

Did you ever have the urge to just cry during an exam? Like you have mixed emotions? Or you don't know what to feel anymore? I do. I'm feeling it right now. 

Then it randomly reminds you. You are never chosen.