Saphire Anabeth

The new school is giving me so much anxiety oh my god I don't know anybody in my class and it's been two days help. I have my friends in the same school so I can at least see them in breaks

Oh god guys. tomorrow's my birthday, that means I'm gonna hide away in my room and hope everybody just goes away. For real, it's DANGEROUS to go outside bcs everybody that knows today is your birthday will tackle you in 'Happy Birthday' s and I just can't deal with many people

Okay so the first final test is over. After 4 hours of writing my hand is dead! Here in Germany there are 40 degrees celsius (104 Fahrenheit)  it'S REALLY hot and now imagine being in the gym with 160 other students for 4 hours. God, it was stuffy but HEEYYY the director but a bag full of sweets and a squirrel meme on top on each student's desk, that was really sweet. Tomorrow's French and the day after English (I have no worries about those two, French I'm only a little nervous because of the writing part and English is totally fine and easy in my opinion. German today was okay, the only thing I'm already getting anxiety attacks over is math on Monday. Yikes, I hope I'll get a D, that'd be a dream. Hope you're all doing okay and remember to drink lots of water at this heat!

YAAAHH Guys finals are tough! I have two weeks holidays and therefore 2 whole weeks to study ugh I have this. I don't have any problem with languages but it' very different with math and maybe a bit with German. No matter how much I study, I can't get better grades than D's and even F's (my math anxiety is pretty high, I mostly have a panic attack before the test) A big fault in why I can't concentrate is cause I have a doctor's appointment next Tuesday (yes, I have a doctor phobia. It's literally always at the back of my head, in front of my eyes I always see me getting the worst news from the doctor that I'm ill and whatnot and I can't turn it down. I hate this so much. But oh well, I hope you're all doing okay. Also, I never noticed that being an Army would get me so many friends lol. I met an Army at the manga shop in my city, and 15 minutes after talking she suddenly shouted over to two other girls in front of the BTS Isle "DO Y'ALL STAN JIN?" they said yes and boom, 20 minutes later we were eating at McDonalds together, buying Mochis in the asian shop, changing all the backgrounds from phones in the electronics shop wo memes, buying albums and freaking out about photo cards. It was pretty awesome. Hope y'all are happy, see you soon I hope maybe after my finals cause I'll have a whole week to rest after. I'm working on my books (at least trying, mostly late at night after studying)

hey, about me book, can uou tell where i can get a great cover for my book, and what if you want to add new characters  on the cover how do you do that

Hiy, Saph here how are you guys? I hope fine, school is KILLING ME! We recently had 5 TESTS IN FIVE DAYS. I feel deader than the grass in my backyard. I have 4 tests this week, and I missed last week due to being sick (fever etc.) from all the stress. My anxiety is giving me a hard time too, recently I've been getting panic attacks almost daily after the tests and I'm sick and tired of my friends having to endure my unstoppable crying, dizziness and lack of oxygen making them all worried. I really, really hate this, I barely have time to breath anymore! I'm practically living off of pizza and mint sprite and the only thing bringing me through the day and keeping me motivated are BTS songs and the comeback next week. Well, gotta go now I have a 4 hour test in Germany tomorrow

Have a happy New year! And remember, stay true to yourself and stay happy. Do what you love and never let yourself be put down by anyone

Hiy Guys today the day! New years Eve, yay! I'm super scared of what's to come in the New year, it will also be my graduation year that makes me very nervous.  Have a happy day 

Okay guys what the actual f is up with me it 1 am, I am tired but I'm just so hooks to all Kinds of theories about people and anime characters etc. right now (the Internet is hell) and I just happened to stumble across a Dan and Phil one a Minute ago where Dan said that Phil is obsessed with Corgis and somehow I heard the next sentence being said by me but without any control of a sleep sober brain (lol makes no sense) "Awwweee I want dan and Phil to get a corgi and call it Steve" like what the actual? Don't mind me, I'm just weird

MERRY CHRISTAMS GUYYSSSS! I didn't know if your Christmas is day 24 or 25 so I decided to post this at the exact middle; 12 pm :D So yeah, hope you have a great day ❤️