Volleyballbaby❤️

Wow it's been so long since I've been on this account....anyone miss or remember me? 

Hey guys so I will no longer be active on here. My account will still be up but I won't be active ....... I made a new account its @Bibaby_01 and I'll be more recent on I'm sorry to everyone who's been messaging me and trying to rp me Ik I'm probably not a good friend :( but yea soo if you guys still wanna contact me and stuff please follow my new account @Bibaby_01 
          I actually wasn't planning on making a new account it just happened in November while I was going through bad times so I'm sorry to the great friends I've made on here. I hope you guys will understand and try to contact me and if you do and you see things are different it's actually not different I'm being more myself everyday so the person who owns this account is the exact same on the new account just more herself...... Im also still be having my issues still and still not getting help so I'm sorry.... I really am..... Some people probably won't even care. I know that to the ones I talked to you on here I did care about and still do. 
          Byeeeeeeee

When you thought you could make new online friends but only happens if you look for new friends yourself 

My crush hooked on their ex :( like hello your new bitch is right here I could dead make you forget about them and the way they treat you like fuck them being mad at you you should be mad at them because they starting going out with someone else the day you guys broke up  they dead fucked up for that and they dead hurting your feelings I would never do that I dead wish you would realize feel like you do but don't (sorry guys I'm ranting rn but still sorry but I'm not doing rps right now I would be glad if people could actually talk to me instead ask for rp or to continue)

Have you ever thought you feeling  better and not depressed but also know that those deep ass thought are in the back of your mind ready to push to the front any minute 

I always have told others don't do it 
          It's not worth it
          You could get better 
          You and everything about you will be missed by others 
          But how can I tell people that when I want to do it myself 
          To ease the pain within me by using pain itself 
          To give myself the pain I know I deserve 
          Everything that's happening to me there must be a reason to why it's happening to me 

I just wanna live my life without thinking or worrying 
          But no cause Everytime I do it's either me getting judge, bullied, yelled at, or being disappointed. 
          I fucking hate it I wish I wasn't here I can't even be myself. 

Fucking hate my life 
          I'm always messing shit up for other people 
          I don't even know why I'm here to be honest......... 

I just made tumblr I don't know what to do on it lol XD

"momma come here.....approach ......appear 
          Daddy I'm alone...... Cause this house don't feel like home...."
          ~~Unsteady by X Ambassadors