@NikkiDAllen
It has already brought many tears. I can relate to the poems exactly, it feels like she was looking into my brain when she wrote them. I too struggled with self-hatred and extremely cruel inner voices(not the schizophrenic type) while I was growing up. I still struggle every day with those inner demons, trying to prove them wrong and I am 32 years old with 4 beautiful children and a loving, devoted husband. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing Nichole's inner most thoughts. I believe they will help a lot of people, especially young people, realizes they are not alone in their struggles. You are in my prayers and I hope by sharing her words, it helps you start to heal as well.
P.S. I totally agree with you, time DOES NOT ease the sense of loss, when a loved one passes on. But sometimes all the wonderful memories of them help ease the pain!!! My Love to you and your family!!!
Sara Near