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omds guys i'm actually so sorry it's just i've had mocks to prepare for, schoolwork in general, i've also had work experience (my kids are SO FRICKIN CUTE) and like a lot has been going on with my friends and even family(...? - is it really safe to say that? i mean there aren't any open issues between relationships but i've just discovered so many things concerning my birth and my culture that i just can't anymore) and shit's been happening with friends to the point that i'm scaring people off with my drastic retaliation.
i don't like to be so open to people about things going on but irdc - like do whatever to make me care but i probably won't - and because of all of this i've been unable to write. i'm trying, i promise i am, but it's not working. the words aren't coming. bbqs and picnics in the park don't seem to help either. EVEN SHAWN MENDES ISN'T HELPING this means it's serious.
also, if the chapter seems any way rushed, this is me literally forcing myself to write - just because i am so so horrible in starting this journey, promising to get this plot to you, and not meeting my end of the deal.
love, sara x