I will never understand why I ended up this way or what the reason was for. Ill never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares. I'll never understand how people can say they love someone then leave them for someone else. I'll never understand a lot of things, like why people lie, cheat, and steal. Why are they mean, rude, bitchy, horrible and inconsiderate. I'll never understand how pain never goes away. I'll never understand the dreams with strangers, I've never met or seen. I'll never understand why someone can keep going back to what hurt them. What I do understand, is that once we understand everything, the world loses its shine. Curiosity killed the cat, but the cat had 9 lives...