@SarailovesArthur Stop it, please don't keep saying that! You're not going to make me believe that you're sh*t, because it just isn't true. You're way too hard on yourself. And there has to be something in your life, or someone that you'd miss. If it makes you sad thinking about not being able to see them again, then you wouldn't want to die. Not really. Instead of thinking about wanting to die you have to look for reasons why you should want to live, and allow yourself to hope.