@Apeace_18 you wrote something i've always been unable to express, to make anyone understand why do i measure my worth with marks , the frustation , the guilt , feeling of "could've done better" , treating every achievement like chore to be done. almost teared up when i read " theyy say they love me but if they love me they'd love this me too"
hope you're doing okay & lots of virtual hugs !!