Guys... I'm so sorry, and I know my apologies are now pathetic, but recently I've just felt like pushing everyone away, it's not them tho, it's me. I just feel like they'd be better without me always there. I honestly just wish there was somewhere I could go where I could take a break from everything and relax. I hope to soon get back to writing my books, but this year really hasn't been great for me, or maybe it has and I just wish it were better. Idk, maybe I just really need someone to talk to, but I'm afraid to share anything because I have major trust issues, even though I wear my heart on my sleeve. Literally, I forgive people over and over like it's nothing, even people who don't deserve it, and when I trust people, it just seems like they break that trust one way or another, so maybe I'd be better staying away from everyone.
Anyways, thx for sorta letting me rant.
Happy reading!