Sassy7DemiGods

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XxBluBerriixX

IT'S BEEN A MINUTE MY POOKIE!!! <3333
          Hruuuu?? :3

Sassy7DemiGods

@XxBluBerriixX im also rlly tired and math hw suuucks ass
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XxBluBerriixX

@Sassy7DemiGods that's great!! I'm just REALLY tired lol (AND I HAVE TOO MUCH MATH HW!!)
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Sassy7DemiGods

@XxBluBerriixX  ive beeen pretty goood. wbu love<33
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Sassy7DemiGods

gn yall becuz its 2:49am and i gotta be up at 4 for suhoor ad i have a quran class at 11:30 and u have to go to tutors house for the class.
          
          
          
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Sassy7DemiGods

@Obsessed-Dc-Fan for me it sucks becuz when im not fasting i always snack on things
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Sassy7DemiGods

Yall i have a serious problem one of my close friends we used to be closer b4 we used to  be bffs but we grew a bit apart so i wouldnt say im one of her friends that she would always communicate with (i wish i was tho-) anyway i just found out she self-harms like frfr she showed me some of her cuts it was on her wrist and im so worried (she showed me the cuts becuz she was a writing a story that she was in and she said that the character she was in the story is suicidal and cuts. well she didnt say cuts herself she showed me her cuts and said that was what her character does. and im so worried all her other friends joke about her being depressed and sucidal hell most of the girls in our class tho.. and i was  honestly worried about her cutting i dont wanna overstep but i also dont wanna lose her .  also she says self-deprecating stuff a lot and i always make sure to re-assure her when she says stuff like that but still im really worried. and i dont wanna cross and boundaries and make her hate me.  do u guys think im being overdramatic or do u think i have a good reason for worrying?

Xdnegative

@Sassy7DemiGods I think the only thing is just be there for her. You can’t do much if she refuses your help but you can always support her in getting better by steering her away and giving her coping mechanisms. 
            Talking with her about it is the hard part  bc I talked to my friends and they helped me because I wanted them to but idk..
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Sassy7DemiGods

@Xdnegative ok (I'm also listening to achilles come down so-) also ty for all the advice . I have another question. If she refuses my help and decides to ignore what should I do?
             Also Imma tell ya what hapened today with her
            
            
            Anyway us too were talking we decided to rp as 2 of the ppl in the story she was writing (most the ppl in the story r reternced off of our classmates) I was Rping as Sam and she was of Molly (in the rp they were dating. Sam's a girl btw)    anyway she was making Molly talk about how Zarae (who she is in the story) does drugs and cuts and drinks (she doesn't do drugs or drink) anyway I decide that was the perfect time to reccomend some coping mechanisms without saying it directly. (I made Sam say it to Molly as advice for Zarae)  anyway I think she MIGHT have caught on idk tho. What I think i know was that she didn't look pleased at "Sam" mentioning that for Molly. I might be wrong tho
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Sassy7DemiGods

Lotilucia: Where did you get all your scars
          Akane: “If you’re weak enough to get hurt, you deserve the pain.” thats what my father would say
          Akane: I was weak enough.
          Lotilucia: Oh. I'm sorry
          Akane: Its fine Lottie you were'nt the one to do it

Sassy7DemiGods

Today was a mixture of feelings i was told by this mean person that one of my close friends thought i was annoying, and just yestarday this girl lets call her Fauna(she is like bffs with my very close friends i dont think theyre bffs anymore i cant remember anyway) fauna also said that some of the girls in my class call me annoying. and my clode friends lets call the Molly, Sia, Aria, and Zara. Basically the mean person lets call her Nari, Nari said when i asked her it was either Aria, Molly, or Sia. it cant be Aria becuz we knew eachother since kindergarten and shes loyual. i think itS NOT mOlly becuz shes kind and caring and she did something today (ill mention that last). i dont think its Sia either becuz later in the day i questioned Sia if any of the girls found me annoyning becuz Sia in friends with everyone she said no. and im prettty sure i believe her but like ya never know. also Fauna and Nari are bullying and i dont know what to do like. they sit right in front of me and fauna in friends with ALL my friends. also Nari looked and my notebook and started reading my writing and she told Fauna and all the girls that i was writing gay stories. Then Fauna and Nari made fun of me and that sucked.
          
          
          
          
          Okay so the thing Molly did was so like basically i was holding Mollys scissos and yknow when u use a sciissor to scrape a bit of ur nail offf and its satisfying as helllll. so i was doing that i do that a lor and Molly sees me doing it and doesnt care or atleast i thought she saw me. anyway today Nari and Fauna saw me doing it and started making fun of me and saying that i was cutting myself. and i am very self-concious so i probably looked worried or something and then Molly was like 'hey asiya its fine i wont yell at you or anything' and god it was like she knew that when someone yells at me it scares the light of day out of me. its like she knew that when ppl yell at me and they like ACTUALLY yell,, i feel like they dont like me anymore and that they hate me

Sassy7DemiGods

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YALL MY UNCLE SAW MY FUCKING NOTEBOOK FUCKIN THING. I WRITE MY GODAMN GAY STORIES IN THERE. AND FYCK FUCK FUKC HE SAW SOMETHING IDK WHAT G=BUT HE WAS LAUGHING ITS LIKE 2:38AM THE ONLY REASON HE CAME WAD TO RETURM  THE CAR KEYS I HOPE HE DIDINT SEE ANYTHING BAD AND ONLY SAW A CIRSE WORD OR 2 AHHHH IM PANICKING