No

okay mf, I'm back, still hate myself, but at least I'm back. Don't know who cares, but I know that I will be reading more things because I'm sick and tired of doing nothing or pretending like I give a shit about math and the tests that I have

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           I'm SORRY? I am perfectly fucking fine, well mainly...for now...but that's not the point
          
          GURL... who? like thanks for being concerned and shit, but like what?

so...uhm... I took a nap and dreamt my crush. Is that like a sign of the universe to talk to her? I feel like a fucking stalker at this point. So basically, our school has like a board with like what classes(grades) are in what class and who's the teacher. I saw her leave out of a classroom and fucking sprinted to that board. Now I know her name and thta she takes B2 math, and is in grade 11th (by Lithuanian standards) and I'm in grade 9th. Fuck. That's all I can say. And it's honestly so frustrating cuz I really want to talk to her but I can't cuz then I would just look like a weirdo. What the hell am I supporsed to say in this? like "Hey, h/n, so basically I like you and only know your name and grade and that you don't know that I've been watching you"...like fuck no

You alive man

@SassyAsNico  yw!<3

Thank you for following me!^^

Thx for following :)

So... I'm watching ARCANE right now and jesus christ it's an emetional rollercoster. Like I'm sobbing during the 3rd episode, in the 4th I'm thinking how hot Jinx is, then, which is now, I'm blushing like crazy in the 5th from 22:25. It's just like AGHHHH I can't even explain it

Hellooooo it's been a while

ok I have one more thing to say, if you like and if you are interested in historical fantasy, fantasy, royalty and thing like that, I REALLY recommend a book by @lucentmoons, it's called "Elegant"
          I personally haven't had the time to finish it, YET, but it got my interest in the first few chapters, *deep breath* now with that being said, GO CHECK THEM OUT AND MAKE SURE TO FOLLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!