SassyOctopus

Hi everyone. The last time I was here I felt so bad and just wanted everything to end. I lost access to my account because I forgot my password. Present day me is in a better place. I am grateful that I managed to make it here today.

I've been on and off this platform so much. I tell myself that I'll get online and read, I'll pick up the pen and write, I'll get out of bed. It's been so hard. I thought was getting somewhere, I thought I had managed to pick up the pieces. I thought I picked them all up, but they fell. All the pieces fell back on the floor and even opening my eyes in the morning or turning to a more comfortable position in my bed as I sleep is hard. I don't want to die, I want to live my life beautifully but eveything is clouded. I've been having suicidal thoughts so much and I really try to shake them off but everything is so heavy. So now, I won't make any promises or commitments at all because I don't know where the energy to follow through will come from. Anyone who has followed me while I was away, thank you. People who've voted on my work, thank you too. Before anyone says seek family, I can't. My siblings don't understand and my parents clearly do not care at  all. I feel so sad, empty and alone.

Hello everyone. I've finally managed to pick myself together. From now on i will be posting every single Saturday. Reading too. I also want to see what you guys are doing and offer my support!!!!

I came here to write but I've go no drive or inspiration whatsoever to start writing. It's been over six hours and I don't know what to tell you guys. Sorry for disappointing anyone waiting for an update. I just can't bring myself to type out what I had already written in hardcopy. 

So today I opened my email and saw this comment on the curse of the liar and Shoulder from @lionessEve.
          I've been feeling down, unsure of myself, stressed by school and my tablet stopped charging and when I took it for fixing no shop had its charging board. Yesterday it finally charged and today it fell and cracked then no shop has a replacement screen. However, today I woke up feeling like I should not keep being miserable, that I should do something amazing with myself because I deserve it all. That Email from LionessEve was really helpful, thanks for checking on me when I'm a complete stranger. 
          I'll get back to writing and not let anything stop me,not even laziness. I'm on Christmas break so I'll make up for the lost time. I'm sorry for disappearing.
          And @Wandermania thank you too.

Hey there, I am hosting a book club for undiscovered authors like you. Perhaps you'd like to join? Click on my profile for more info!!

I feel...
          So down...like I'm sorrow dying 
          Somebody help me 

I'm back to updating the Curse, but rather slowly so please bear with me 

Hey there,
          
          [THANKS FOR FOLLOWING] 40 followers? This is definitely worth a HUGGGGEEE celebration!! I am giving away a free book review!! Read below for rules!! ⬇️
          
          RULES:
          1. You have to be currently following me.
          2. Be nice, kind, and all that good stuff.
          3. Vote on 3 chapters of any of my stories.
          
          That’s it!! If you want a free book review on 3 chapters of one of your books, please comment right here, “Gimme a review!!” And that’s all! Next Monday, I will use a randomizer and it will pick the winner! (Winner gets 3 chapters of a book reviewed!!”
          
          Let the “Gimme a review”s start!!
          
          TONNSSS of love,
          Bella

Let's have a moment together and celebrate this amazing writer's EPIC WIN!!! After taking part in "The Dog-Earred Awards"- hosted by yours truly- she battled her way to the spot of GRAND WINNER with her amazingly-amazing short story- "Shoulder"!! So proud of you, girl, @SassyOctopus !!! (See you next year!!)
          
          P.S. DO WHAT YOU LOVE AND WRITE!!
          
          Love,
          The Dog-Earred Awards Team