@Sassy_Nightangle One second, what happened baby? I'm sorry I've been totally out of the loop from the past few months but please don't give up on your books here. I understand that life can be frustrating but don't abandon your passion for anything. You have been doing great with your books here. You've got people personally mailing you and stuff for your books here; that's just an indication of how loved you are on this platform. Also, based on my conversations with you, I must tell that you're just so sweet, helpful and affectionate. It's unfortunate that you feel this way but just listen to me. You're going to be really happy and unconditionally loved in the upcoming years (throughout your life). You'll have a wonderful family, great friends, and a superb career. I'm going to manifest this for you!
Don't leave this place sweetie! Perhaps writing your books here could really help you sail through this phase! And if you are comfortable and willing, you can talk to me about whatever's bothering you. And is there anything I can do to help you? Do let me know about it. We can deal with it! :)