SateSateSate94

I forgot about this account..

Should probably let people know that this entire account is basically a trigger warning

I'm back.
          Missed me?
          Probably not.
          Heh.

I just want it to end

hah. Nobody even pays attention to this board either. I really am forgetten, huh?

I don't trust anyone
          
          I trust one person
          
          That's about it

Nothing I ever do is good enough

NOBODY FUCKING CARES WHEN I DO ANYTHING
          
          I TRY SO HARD TO GAIN VALIDATION FROM OTHER PEOPLE
          
          BUT THEY ONLY WANT ONE THING FROM ME
          
          And my God, they take and take and take...
          
          They want more and more
          
          But all I ever wanted was a best friend..

My mind is telling me to take all the medicine in the house...
          
          It's telling me I need to kill myself..

I realized that when I was happy, I slept less.
          
          Because when I was happy I wanted to stay up and continue being happy. I didn't want the happiness to end.
          
          Now, I fall asleep as early as six or seven. No one notices. No one cares. 
          
          But it's to escape the pain of living.