I'm a bit frustrated. I asked my mom for a very specific thing for christmas and including shipping it would've been like $50, and I know that's like a lot but I never ask for anything ever. The only times I ever get things or gifts are on my birthday and christmas and usually I get gifted snacks or pajama's. So I'm just a bit upset, especially when she always lets my brother buy things for his games usually ranging from like $10-$30, every other month.
It just makes me a bit sad cause I know that the things I like are expensive so I never ask for them I just admire them from afar and so when I worked up the courage to finally ask for something I wanted I was told it was too expensive. And then when I asked for a redbubble gift card to buy some stickers to replace my old ones on my computer instead she just changed the subject and stopped talking to me.
I don't want to seem ungrateful but it's just a bit frustrating, especially since half the time I get gifted things idk what to do with. Like last year I got a rice cooker, I live at home and we already have 2 other rice cookers, I haven't even opened it yet cause why would I need to we already have one on the counter.