Satisfiedskye

also yeah I can't go on the DC trip I don't think I'm stable to go

Satisfiedskye

so now my dad wants to go to my therapy because apparently I'm stressing him out so much he needs to go so maybe I should kill myself not just for everything else but for him to not be stressed maybe it'll all feel better for him or something I'd like that a lot then we would have the want of my own death and then we'd have something in common isn't that great

Satisfiedskye

I rly want a hug rn I feel like crying but lol my body isn't capable of doing that so instead my body gets numb and my emotions can't be shown and I let out a fake smile because I don't need anyone to worry about me and Christ partial is so hard to do sometimes because if I need to process I go on forever and it's because something bad has to happen everyday that effects my mood and for some reason it continues and since that's the case with me I won't be good enough to go on the DC trip god I hate this god I hate this
          
          
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