So my last post, going to delete wattpad (or yhe account) after this. This is gonna be like a ventpost ig anyways. On with it.
I don't understand a lot, like at all. I don't understand how conversations are supposed to be, I don't understand how some jokes are funny, I don't understand why people guess but mostly I don't understand emotions. Almost every week in school we get a blank paper, a pen and get told "Write what you want in a friend/class/Teacher/lesson" and my paper is always blank because I don't understand. So I become angry. I don't understand how people can get uncomfortable when you talk about gender beyond the binary and people don't come to the conclusion that you're Transphobic? Because it seems transphpvix to me. I get angry, angry angry and I'm tired of being angry. I don't post much because I know I'll get angry. I made a short story once on another SITE that I deleted because it was about me and my friend and everyone mentioned how the characters where artistically coded wich I didn't understand, but now both of us think we might be because if multiple reasons but I'm not sure because I. Don't. Understand. I had a sensory overload in class two days ago, atleast I think I had one. I was like more stressed then angry and every sound turned up to Max and I ripped away from our help teachers touch and stuff, the help teacher asked if I wanted headphones. Music helped. But I don't understand because my mom said that she doesn't think I'm autistic but at the same time she's never been that observant off me, a thing with being the middle child.
I. Don't. Understand. Anything
