Saturn_Soda_Melt

Yknow what, I might end up deleting half of my stories because we dont really ship things anymore

Saturn_Soda_Melt

TW: VENT
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          Reading a story from my ex doesn't help me at all, I miss him so much and I feel like I'm stuck with puppet strings attached to me. He said not to come crawling back, 
          but I feel as if I can't help myself anymore. I know what he done, I know how he trauma dumped and guilt tripped me, but I still wanna be with him, I love him still, and I love someone else now, I can't choose where to go. The left (Ashling), where it's all positive, new, etc. The right (Vel/Conner), Warning signs, yet so amazing and stuff I want to experience again. I don't know where to go and what to do, I hate this so much - Saturn/Max

Saturn_Soda_Melt

I'm gonna take a break from Your Soft Sweater, I feel like I need more ideas. plus, I'm dealing with a lot of mental stuff right now, and I need to figure that out. I feel as if that's not gonna change, but maybe it'll get better. I'm still gonna do one shots and maybe work on The crazy girl's Lost Boy. when things get better and I AT LEAST have some ideas, I'll work on it when I can. that story is one that I've wanted to show for so long. I have other stories in my notes, but I probably won't put them here. anyways, I'll be available for oneshots and my other books! please let me have some time, this and other problems I have are stuff I need to at least figure out.

Saturn_Soda_Melt

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