TW: VENT
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Reading a story from my ex doesn't help me at all, I miss him so much and I feel like I'm stuck with puppet strings attached to me. He said not to come crawling back,
but I feel as if I can't help myself anymore. I know what he done, I know how he trauma dumped and guilt tripped me, but I still wanna be with him, I love him still, and I love someone else now, I can't choose where to go. The left (Ashling), where it's all positive, new, etc. The right (Vel/Conner), Warning signs, yet so amazing and stuff I want to experience again. I don't know where to go and what to do, I hate this so much - Saturn/Max