@SavageSugar3 It's alright, I am really not mad or anything you can ask me anything you want I won't mind
And I know it is wrong but it isn't haram. Being vegan wasn't my choice either, I used to eat non veg until I was 10 too, but one day I saw a goat getting sacrificed on eid ul azha in front of me and me being very emotionally attached to animals was very terrified specially because I was 10 at that time. Since then I just can't eat anything non veg, I don't even step out of my house or even peek out of my balcony on eid ul azha because I am always terrified to see something like that again.
I know it's wrong, living in a family who is completely non veg my parents have also forced me multiple times to eat it, they have tried every way. Being in a typical Indian family, I always listen taunts from my relatives in every possible gathering asking what kind of a muslim I am but I have had my research too , I am a very firm believer I did my research and ask people around, being vegan isn't haram. It's something that's between you and Allah, he knows what's inside your heart, how you feel about certain things and why you are resisting it. Besides simply eating something doesn't define your identity as a religion, if it was every person in this world eating beef would be a muslim
Anyway I love you too baby, I don't mind if you want to ask anything that's in your mind in future :-)