delphinium_XOX

@SavageSugar3 it's alright baby ❤
          I knew you will definitely remember, if not I would have just assumed that you were caught up for some work 
          And yes I missed you too.... I actually do , I should be a teeny bit upset and be sulky ( like coups ) because you were so inactive in the past few days 
          But it's alright, ik you must be busy with your personal stuff as well and I will be patiently waiting for your spamming as well ( flash warning, that top position is taken by someone else, so you need to work really hard after you return ) 
          Thank you again, I am so grateful to have you and will forever hope to meet you ಡ⁠ ͜⁠ ⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಡ

delphinium_XOX

@SavageSugar3 It's alright, I am really not mad or anything you can ask me anything you want I won't mind 
          And I know it is wrong but it isn't haram. Being vegan wasn't my choice either, I used to eat non veg until I was 10 too, but one day I saw a goat getting sacrificed on eid ul azha in front of me and me being very emotionally attached to animals was very terrified specially because I was 10 at that time. Since then I just can't eat anything non veg, I don't even step out of my house or even peek out of my balcony on eid ul azha because I am always terrified to see something like that again.
          I know it's wrong, living in a family who is completely non veg my parents have also forced me multiple times to eat it, they have tried every way. Being in a typical Indian family, I always listen taunts from my relatives in every possible gathering asking what kind of a muslim I am but I have had my research too , I am a very firm believer I did my research and ask people around, being vegan isn't haram. It's something that's between you and Allah, he knows what's inside your heart, how you feel about certain things and why you are resisting it. Besides simply eating something doesn't define your identity as a religion, if it was every person in this world eating beef would be a muslim 
          Anyway I love you too baby, I don't mind if you want to ask anything that's in your mind in future :⁠-⁠)

delphinium_XOX

@SavageSugar3 wait, when have I ever told I am vegan online ? 
          ( Baby are you secretly spying on me ) 
          Ok ok , enough with jokes I was kidding 
          
          Yes I am vegan but it's like only I am vegan in my entire family. So my family celebrates eid ul azha , I do too . But I just don't eat anything, and my mum would specially make veg that day for me . 
          It's a lil complicated ik 

delphinium_XOX

Baby , wdym you weren't following me before ? 
          
          You were right ?

SavageSugar3

@delphinium_XOX oh ik that it’s taken AND that I prolly have a long way to go to reclaim it. Especially considering HOW inactive I’ve been *hmph*
            But if it means I’ll get to annoy you more then be it  ;)
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SavageSugar3

@delphinium_XOX  Happy birthday baby! I totally regret not wishing you at midnight tho I had clearly planned too. Yes I remembered. But then I suddenly thought that I shouldn’t announce smth abt u to everyone if you hadn’t done so urself 1st. So I fought the urge to last night :(
            
            Ty for all the care and attention towards me the past few months babe. I will forever be thankful to u. I missed u sm :’( Some typical common words of the dictionary won’t do justice to how much I missed my baby. No the accurate words are yet to be invented by the linguists! 
            
            And I’m very sry I’ve been kinda ghosting u the past few days and that we prolly grew a bit distant for that too. I owe u an apology. Mianhae TvT
            
            I js have…well…10 days left and I’m trying to lock myself away from everything that’s all. But still I’m sry 
            However,…..When I fully return to spam commenting on ur channel again (that top position is MINE!) after passing highschool,…..I’ll def try my hardest to win ur favour back!!
            With that being said, tysm again for the positive energy. Celebrate the day with ur loved ones. I luv u 3000 <3
            
            With love,
            That one online Carat friend who will remember u forever and also cherish the hope of meeting u irl someday [InshaAllah] ^o^
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