Happy new year guys :3 (Well, it's the 4th now so.... I'll say a late one :p ) I go back to school tomorrow *sobs* That means less time to obsess over bands and youtubers .-.
Happy new year guys :3 (Well, it's the 4th now so.... I'll say a late one :p ) I go back to school tomorrow *sobs* That means less time to obsess over bands and youtubers .-.
I haven't really been on wattpad and this is the reason why (no one will probably never see this)
I hate myself. I always have and I probably always will. I am in love with my friend but she has a boyfriend (i haven’t got a problem with that) and it makes me upset that i won’t have a relationship like they have. I nearly cry every night about it and I harm myself because of it. I’m not eating as much again and it’s making me feel sick (i’m trying to eat still but it isn’t working as much) and I feel like I want to punch or kill someone and I have been feeling more and more angry everyday but I keep holding my anger in and it keeps building up inside. So much that i feel as if i’m about to explode