Sad and miserable

Lonely and pathetic

Ugly and fat

Useless and worthless

Hopeless and helpless

Prisoner to my mind

Afraid of letting you get close

Fav artists/bands: Demi Lovato, Pentatonix, Superfruit, Adam Lambert, Beyonce, BVB, PTV, SWS, BMTH, ATR, MCR, Coldplay, Seether, 3DD, 30STM, AGBW, AA, Christina Perri, Daughtry, Nickelback, Evanesence, FOB, FATM, FATT, Green Day, Imagine Dragons, Jason Mraz, Kelly Clarkson, Lady Gaga, Paramore, OMAM(Of Mice And Men), OMAM(Of Monsters And Men), OneRepublic, P!nk, Saving Abel, The Fray, The Script, SS, Staind, TDG, WTK, MAS, Lana Del Rey, Lifehouse, M5, Hinder, Bruno Mars, The Neighbourhood, Sam Smith, Rihanna, Katy Perry, Nirvana, The Cab, Parachute, Danny Gokey, David Archuleta, Allison Iraheta, Anoop Desai, Blake Lewis, Kris Allen, Avril Lavigne, Phillip Phillips, PATD, Coldplay, TOP, Crossfade, Hinder, FF, Linkin Park, GGD, Matchbox Twenty, RHCP, Aerosmith, Mayday Parade, Shrillex, ADTR

Fav TV Show: Criminal Minds
Fav Movie: XMen: Days of the Future Past
Fav Radio Station: Z107.7
Fav Reality Show: AGT (America's Got Talent)

Pansexual/Bisexual
Staving, hurting, scared, hated, haunted
Loner, emo, suicidal, self-harmer, purger
Schizophrenic, multiple personalities, anxiety, depressed
Bipolar, insomnia, bullied, abused, beaten

"I am constantly torn between killing myself and killing everyone around me."~ David Levithan
“But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself.”~ Albert Camus
"Suicide isn't a form of being weak, it's knowing that your strong enough to let go"~ Unknown
"I wish I wasn't always wrong, I wish it wasn't always my fault"~ Christina Perri~Sad Song
"A red river of screams, underneath tears in my eyes, underneath stars in my black and blue sky"~ Adam Lambert