A poem I wrote about Lucifer Morningstar’s son, if he had a son he also neglected after Lilith left. And also if this son only had one friend fr:
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I tell myself I do not feel
so others will not see through me
but if I can’t believe it
then my emotions are like glass
I learned early that survival
does not require fairness
Charlotte reaches with open hands
and is never ashamed of them
I do not know how to hold
without calculating absence
she shines without trying
and I am asked why I do not glow
light is not proof of goodness
you say you were drowning
but you still found air
for her
Mother left without saying goodbye
you said goodbye without leaving
you said goodbye without words
I do not feel things the way others do
but I feel them
differently
less volume
more pressure
there is a man who stays
even when I do not ask him to
and he does not reach
unless I reach first
I tell myself I do not feel
so he will not see through me
but when I can’t believe it
then I am glass
and he is the only place
where glass is able to exist
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Those last two stanzas are about the friend
Omg I’m so feral for Hazbin last Wednesday when eps 3 and 4 came out I didn’t get to finish watching 4 before school and so I went to school and then faked sick so they’d send me home so I could finish watching it