Saviorum

Hey everyone, I promise I'm alive. I've been super busy and extremely burnt out with a lot of stuff, but I've been trying super hard to get back here and write again. God, I have to reread some shit to remember the plotline I was going for before writing again to get a memory refresh. But I promise I'm trying my best to recover from burn out and get back.
          
          I'd like to say that I'm also on AO2 as well now by the same name and profile picture if you're interested in following me on there too! :D
          
          Overall, I'm actually gonna try coming back cause I really need to start writing again after over a year of not posting stuff, I legit need to come back...
          
          But yeah, I'm alive and well, and HOPEFULLY I'm posting stuff again cause I remember that my ahh was halfway done with a chapter in one of the fanfic stories (I don't remember which one)
          
          So, for now, bye!

Chat, I forgot to say I'm alive and say happy valentine's day to you guys. I swear I'm alive and doing much better than last time I've said something. I'm starting to write again and trying to get some things done, I'm taking forever because of burnout and procrastination, but I'm trying my best to get stuff done and put out there. I'm close with two chapters for Unforeseen Beginnings and I have to rewrite part of the prologue for Beneath the Cherry Blossom Trees; I messed up on part of the plot since I was relooking at my Story Plotter app (This app helps me plan out my stories better without having shit ton of stress).
          
          Anyway, I'm alive, I'm doing better, and working on stuff. I'll see you lovely people when I post chapters again and stuff. Bye bye!

Hey everyone, I won't be getting anything out until next month. I'm only saying this because I'm unfortunately putting down my last living cat in 30 minutes, and it really fucking sucks right now, this year so far hasn't been good for me already. I hope you can understand that this is a hard thing for me to go through.
          
          I won't be back for a while and I'll have stuff out when I'm ready
          
          For now, goodbye

Hey everyone, I'd like to say that I'm taking a break from writing, and have been since November. My mental health has been in absolute shambles during this time period, and I'm not returning to writing until next year sometime in January, 2026. But, I've been writing a massive vent to explain what's been happening and vent what I've been feeling, that'll be out whenever I'm feeling like I need to in a serious matter of my own timing.
          
          But for now, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's to everyone, see you next year everyone.

Hey everyone! Today is my 19th birthday, another step into adulthood. :D

BOOK REVIEW
          (This ISN'T a fanfic! This is a book I'm writing).
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          Heartsickness. Heartsickness is a feeling of disheartenment, hopelessness, and profound sadness. It's a sensation that clings to both the heart and mind, never truly leaving. It becomes almost like alexithymia, where one struggles to express or understand their emotions. People often ponder this overwhelming feeling, searching for connection, community, and camaraderie. However, many find themselves alone in the end-left behind, isolated, and abandoned in their loneliness.
          
          Those who are mistreated often continue to experience this deep sense of despair. It can manifest through depression, major depression, anxiety, borderline personality disorder (BPD), anhedonia, dysthymia, bipolar disorder, substance-induced mood disorder, and even suicidal thoughts and actions. Individuals facing these challenges frequently feel sad, empty, isolated, and unheard, sinking deeper into a rabbit hole of negative emotions. It's a feeling I've been familiar with for far too long, ever since I acknowledged the harsh realities of my life.
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          Please tell me how you like it so far guys! This is something I'm eventually going to publish, however, I'm not publishing it until 10 to 15 chapters or so are finished for it. I'm only between the Prologue and Chapter 1 for those who may be curious about the progress of how far along I am in it. It won't be published for a while, as I'm focusing on my fanfic books, mainly finishing and writing. Unforeseen Beginnings is being rewritten and eventually finished, and I need to make progress on Beneath the Cherry Blossom Trees. Like I said before, it'll eventually be out sometime in the future.
          
          For now, goodbye everyone who actually decided to read this long announcement. Until the next time I post an announcement or fanfiction update!
          ~ Sincerely Saviorum

Can I say that I had an official crash out over Wattpad not letting me publish one thing in each of my works about my mental health shit that I forgot to post on the same day as the announcement? *SOBBING*
          
          The newly posted stuff on the works is about my last announcement y'all so nothing too serious :skull:

Alright, everyone, I want to be honest about my summer. I haven't been writing at all, and the reason is that I've been busy, stressed, and burnt out, which has left me with no energy to write. Additionally, my lack of sleep has been worse than ever, but I’m working on getting the proper rest I need. I plan to start writing again soon if my mental health improves. Right now, I’m prioritising my well-being because it’s the most important thing for me at the moment.
          
          I apologise for not communicating about my absence due to my mental health, but I felt it was necessary to take this time for myself. 
          
          This update reflects how I’ve been feeling over the past few months. 
          
          I wish everyone a good day or night.  
          - Saviorum

Hey guys, I forgot to announce this on Friday, but I finally graduated from high school! I'm out into the real world, but right now, I'm figuring out what job I'd want to do after I have my well-deserved few months to a year break. I plan on going to college once I get the money to do so.
          
          But for the time being, of all this, I'm going to be on break from a lot of IRL stuff and let myself relax, and get proper sleep for once in my life possibly (Depends how bad my insomnia is still). So, yeah, that's all for my real-life situation update.
          
          This also means I can write stuff quicker, too! I'm close to finishing up two things, the "Built for Slaughter" prologue and the next chapter of the reworked version of "Unforeseen Beginnings", while the prologue for "Beneath The Cherry Blossom Trees" is in the early to mid stage of the writing process still. So, I hope I can get one of these written and published lmao. For now, it still continues as a waiting game, which I apologise for.
          
          Good Day/ Night to everyone!
          - Saviorum

Fun, there's three hours of SBAC testing for 10th graders at my school for today and tomorrow. So, I'm probably going to write stuff because I'm a 12th grader, and I need to write my chapter shit still. I'm nearly done with two chapters and one of the headcanons for my X reader book. It's a pain in the ass though to try getting stuff done recently because I graduate in 14 days (Not counting today as one of the days).
          
          But I'm hoping to get the three things done before that time period, for now, we have to be patient (I promise to feed you guys chapters soon). Bye for now until chapters have been published.
          -From the author, Saviorum