Savy

I’m alive, uhhh this is my main…

Would… someone see me past my scars? 
          

Drip, drip
          The blood trickles down 
          My wrist now throbbing in pain
          The blade in my right hand
          
          I smile, as I begin to feel light headed
          Thinking it’s all over
          I’m finally at peace
          
          
          

… I’m so fucking tired of life… 
          
          
          

… sharing a bed with two kids who joined me bc they are scared of the dark and I want to move one back to her bed but I’m scared she’s gonna wake up. HELP WHAT DO I DO!??!?!

I’m going to a Madegras parade tonight. Honestly I wanna skip it and just babysit my little cousins after while the adults are at the hall. 
          
          
          
          I need tips of how to make extra money. 

Sorry I didn’t get the valentines special out yesterday but hopefully I can do that today! 

Had a good day! But…. Now I’m in my room, crying…. As I just found out a friend took his life…

Tries to do a back over that I haven’t done since I was 11, and fails. Tries again, almost dies.
          Tries a third time, almost dies again
          Tries a fourth time, almost successfully did it
          Tries a fifth time, lands straight on head.

The shinichiro valentines special is postponed till later this evening I’m sorry something’s came up but it will be out hopefully by 11pm CST