SayHiStories

There was days I think of things and situations that changed me…Changes that are both good and bad yet couldn’t be help….
          	
          	Changes people always pointed out, and changes even they don’t tell I noticed and realized myself…
          	At night, at some nights I try to pounder harder than usual within me, “What’s wrong with me?” Why I keep on changing….
          	
          	How my lips talk… how my mind thinks… and how even my body react at simple things… how gentleness and warmth in my heart, continuously turning cold as ice transitioning to stone for people around me I used to treasure and care like fragile glass afraid to break them.
          	
          	“You…you…” I still remember how that conversation started, after seeing the man I ever loved in the street one year after we broke up… 

SayHiStories

His eyes were gentle as he met mine that has nothing but blankness, as it sunk to him, unfamiliarity while he looks at me slowly built up till he was lost figuring me out like puzzle.
          	  As he stares at me more, “You did changed,” he said that made my heart triggered not surprisingly in aggressive way, but wondering way…
          	  
          	  ‘Thanks to you.’ I didn’t know how that thoughts formed into my mind as my lips held back not to blurt it out, how I just nodded as I replied “People supposed to.” And gave an empty smile as I walk passed by him. 
          	  
          	  Tears escaped my eyes as I walk away, biting my lips afraid to lose within the battle of emotions inside me… My heart were never not heavy since the day he played me… since he took everything away from me and left me heartless and soul-less after he was done with me.
          	  
          	  I still feel betrayed how the man I ever loved betrayed me in the most unimaginable way of turning your back to someone. How he cheated on me when he said I was his everything, the life and world he found when he couldn’t find another reason to stay in here…
          	  
          	  My chest clasps, but I remained unbothered used to it… Seeing him, made me want to blame him for the changes that happened, it made me want to blame him why my hearts and soul turns like this. “It’s always the one you love the most who makes painful and unforgettable betrayal.” And perhaps this changes were all because of him… They were the one to blame. 
          	  
          	  - To Love Second Time Around
          	  
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SayHiStories

There was days I think of things and situations that changed me…Changes that are both good and bad yet couldn’t be help….
          
          Changes people always pointed out, and changes even they don’t tell I noticed and realized myself…
          At night, at some nights I try to pounder harder than usual within me, “What’s wrong with me?” Why I keep on changing….
          
          How my lips talk… how my mind thinks… and how even my body react at simple things… how gentleness and warmth in my heart, continuously turning cold as ice transitioning to stone for people around me I used to treasure and care like fragile glass afraid to break them.
          
          “You…you…” I still remember how that conversation started, after seeing the man I ever loved in the street one year after we broke up… 

SayHiStories

His eyes were gentle as he met mine that has nothing but blankness, as it sunk to him, unfamiliarity while he looks at me slowly built up till he was lost figuring me out like puzzle.
            As he stares at me more, “You did changed,” he said that made my heart triggered not surprisingly in aggressive way, but wondering way…
            
            ‘Thanks to you.’ I didn’t know how that thoughts formed into my mind as my lips held back not to blurt it out, how I just nodded as I replied “People supposed to.” And gave an empty smile as I walk passed by him. 
            
            Tears escaped my eyes as I walk away, biting my lips afraid to lose within the battle of emotions inside me… My heart were never not heavy since the day he played me… since he took everything away from me and left me heartless and soul-less after he was done with me.
            
            I still feel betrayed how the man I ever loved betrayed me in the most unimaginable way of turning your back to someone. How he cheated on me when he said I was his everything, the life and world he found when he couldn’t find another reason to stay in here…
            
            My chest clasps, but I remained unbothered used to it… Seeing him, made me want to blame him for the changes that happened, it made me want to blame him why my hearts and soul turns like this. “It’s always the one you love the most who makes painful and unforgettable betrayal.” And perhaps this changes were all because of him… They were the one to blame. 
            
            - To Love Second Time Around
            
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SayHiStories

The hardest thing to dwell on is lost time…
          
          We watches it slip on our hands and eyes yet without knowing it will be the last.
          
          Just like how it did to us…
          
          If I just knew back then that would be the last time I could be with you. Then I should’ve not let it passed and choose to be with you with in all might…
          
          Then I shouldn’t be watching you holding another hand as we crossed path in this street…
          
          I smiled despite of the memories rushing to me that brings vivid pain from the past— next to it were deep-rooted regrets that couldn’t do anything about us. 
          
          Our eyes met and my gazes caught up the slight curl on your lips that acknowledging my presence– without anything but ease and peace after everything that happened.
          
          Tear fell after finally walking past each other, my chest hurts as my eyes gives most heartbreaking crystal it ever shred. 
          
          By any chance, If the time for us arrive again…even not in this life time… I hope we could love and fall in love again. 
          
          You and me; and not in someone or anybody else.
          
          I really hope the time can find us as we find each other again, maybe we can live to happy ever after we promised once yesterday.— in another time. 
          

SayHiStories

Hi! It’s been awhile since I became inactive, its must been surprising to be here like this, These past few days, I noticed that more people have been following my stories, and sending me a lot of encouragement through votes, comments and messages—It’s like summer for my works.
          
          I just want you to know guys I read everything and appreciate these words of encouragement and opportunities for a room of improvement. Your support is something I’ll always treasure and bring with me to be a better writer, again— in the future: these things are little things that brought me in my spring.
          
          With these support, I’m also here to break a news that might bring you winter with a heartaches yet whole honesty. Indefinite as I don’t want to keep you waiting for something even I didn’t know when will come. 
          
          “We fell In Love In October” JakeHoon’s Alternative universe might be the last book, I’l be writing in my writing Journey. Being more honest, I made up my mind long ago and oath wrapping this story as a final gift to the people who believed in me from the very start.
          
          I also want to apologize in advance as I’ll be un-publishing my unfinished stories not to make new readers hope for update and waste their time reading. I enjoyed writing and reading a lot but like seasons, one always end for another and my autumn arrived, I’ll be always waiting for the spring with you and when that time comes: sparks and flowers blossoms again in my hand, I will write a heartfelt stories again and I hope you are still with me.
          
          Again, Thank you with all my heart. Until our next spring. 

sonuthesweetheart

I have read all of your completed ff like jaywon, sunki and jakehoon stories! But jaywon and sunki are my all time favourite. I do like your jakehoon one too but at the end, the behaviour of sunghoon erks me a little bit. Don't get me wrong, okay? The story was incredibly perfect, soft, and the slowest burn ever but self-esteem and self-confidence were missing at the end. But that's my opinion, don't take it seriously okay? Keep up with your work the you want and at the pace you want. Best wishes for future works! Fighting!

__jenlisa9697__

hi!i like ur stories alot. nd i have read all of them i rlly like ur stories!!!
          i had a small request,can u plz replace ni-ki with another member in ur 2nd full length book?
          i luv sunki a lot and it hurts to see that sunki wont be getting their happy ending instead sunoo will end up with sh. :(((((  many of ur readers r sunki enthusiasts nd they'll get hurt a lot :(((
          
          also i liked ur sunki au a lot a lot!! nd i rlly wanna read a full length sunki au written by u. so plz consider my requests if u can :)) thank uuu <3333

4seimen

Glad I came across your profile while browsing a book to read. It's been a long time since I've read "The Destiny Against Us," but I'm still finding myself repeating reading it. Thank you for creating such wonderful fanfics, author Nim. Love lots  

SayHiStories

It’s heart-melting to know my story is worthy of back reading. Stay healthy always and have a nice read like the first time.
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4seimen

Why does this "" emoji not include??  but anyway, stay healthy, author-nim!
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sonuthesweetheart

I am currently reading your 'destiny against us' jaywon ff and I am in love with it whole heartedly :-) ♥️♥️♥️ I have become a fan of your writing skills and stories as it's making me an emotional mess. God I am blessed with it. Thank you so much for writing this stories for us. I purple you 

SayHiStories

Making my readers emotional mess is a pleasure if it means making you fall for it wholeheartedly and enjoying it. Thank you for reading my story, May you enjoy it as you continue and find ease at it. I appreciate you and I purple you.
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notjkswuforsale_

HAVE NOT FINISHED YET BUT DESTINY AGAINST US IS SO GOOD ‍♀️‍♀️‍♀️
          It's been so long since i found a good and long book to read, the one book that HITS CLOSE TO HOME AND GIVES ME BUTTERFLIES LIKE SHEESHH
          will update as i read 
          *nervous awaiting angst noizes* 

SayHiStories

Thank you for enjoying The Destiny Against Us: JayWon AU. I enjoy reading your comments, it gives me butterflies for real. I hope you continue to enjoy this story.❤️ 
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