hello, fellow human.
I may not know you personally and I may not have any idea about what is going on in your life and what caused you to have these thoughts, but please don't take your life away. you may have heard this before and you may be tired of doing so, but I'll keep saying it for the sake of saving you. it's not worth it. it really isn't. you're probably very young, you have a big life ahead of you, who's going to be there to witness all of it, if not you?
I can only guess you're going through a really hard time right now and you see no way out of it other than suicide. the thing is that you have to go through hardships to see the light at the end of the tunnel. that doesn't mean they'll last forever, as the balance of good times and bad times contributes to a healthy life. when it's all despair it becomes unhealthy. eitherway, I strongly believe you will get out of this state. you will survive. trust me on this one.
you might think there isn't any reason to live for or anything like that, but think about the people in your life who genuinely love you and care about your existence. this might be a little selfish for me to say, but if you won't keep moving on for yourself, do it for them. they would love to see you grow and improve yourself.
if you need to, talk about it, spit it all out, vent about all of your internal struggles. if you don't want to tell us specifically, reach out to someone you trust. we will be here for you. they will be here for you. to help you and give you the support you seek.
you don't have to be alone in this.
we all sincerely love you.