ScaredofSpiders

fanks for the follow luv c:

Thank you so much for the follow love <33

are u scared of spiders 

Hey, I just wanted you to know that I’m proud of you and ily<3

Uhm hi im asexual :))

Okay soo, i went to the dentist today to pull out 3 teeth and it didnt hurt at all but now, an hour later it starts to hurt- but its kinda funny cause when i smile it looks like i cry and all have pity on meh its really funny

What a shitty day today
          1. i just had 8 hours school, 2 hours spanish which is so unbelievably boring AND english , french ,geography
          2. I only slept two hours  
          3. None really cares bout me, if i want ppl to talk to me i have to say something otherwise im like air, even with my "bestfriend "and he always chooses other ppl over me, he has this one friendgroup where im not in and theres this one girl who i really liked in the beginning but i have the feeling that she just used me to have more time with my "bestfriend" so now she hangs out everyday, i always feel left out. And when i try to talk to her she looks at me like im a psyco. Im always the third wheel with everyone. Its always like my "bestfriend ", an other person and me . The worst is i cant even keep distance to him. He is such an important part of my life and means so much to me even though i know i dont mean anything to him. The other ppl in his friendgroup can hug him and touch his hair and when i just try to stand next to him, he steps away. Am i that ugly? Or am i just not "cool" enough for him? 
          I just wanna be someone to somebody not just a random person trying like an idiot to talk to somebody who doesnt even cares a little bit about me. Like u know, u can pretend u are fine even if u arent a little bit and i just want to have someone who knows when i feel like shit and someone who tells me his probs and dont hides them from me. I wanna feel worth and loved. Am i egoistic? I just feel so overly dramatic to cry about all of that im so sorry:( 
          Sorry for the long post i just wanted to let this shit out to someone and wattpad is my saveplace, you know? (( And sorry for my shitty english )) just wanna let u know that when u need to talk about something, u can text me :)

 OMGG I HEARD OUR SONG FOR THE FIRST TIME ON THE RADIO AND I SCREAMED im sure my dad thinks im crazy

Hey love can you please check out my Zayn side larry fic LOVE lies. Tell me if i could do something in return.
          
          Your fellow directioner,
          
          Jerry. 

i love you