Scarlet_Crystal

After concluding an important part of writing to my book's main character, I have come to the realization that I do not find joy in writing anymore.
          	
          	I believe that the book has ultimately become a coping mechanism and that I am now only venting trauma through my story and that truly is not something I originally wished for, when I started. 
          	
          	To those who already managed to read chapter seven before I took it down, I'm terribly sorry for showing you such a horrible event. 
          	
          	I had never spoken of my negative experiences ever to anyone, until eight hours ago, because it still scares me, to the point where I physically can't speak of them, over a decade later. I didn't know that expressing it would be this painful for me and for some of you. 
          	
          	I had expected to feel a sense of relief when I would finally get it off my chest, in some shape or form, but I feel even worse now. I really should have shut up. 
          	
          	Chapters 1-6 will remain, always. Everything else is canceled as it wouldn't even be entertaining anymore. 
          	
          	[Name] Pakar will never get closure, because of me. 
          	
          	I'm sorry, but despite that, your continued enthusiasm has brought me a sense of relief and I even managed to feel understood and rooted for at some point.
          	
          	Thank you and goodbye.

ur_local_fag_gremlin

@Scarlet_Crystal it's totally okay if you weren't comfortable and it's understandable that you don't find writing enjoyable anymore. It was an amazing read and I think you did amazing in what it portrayed. Thank you for contributing those chapters. I'm sad it won't be continued, but I totally understand and I hope you are able to heal and find your own closure
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WolfyKana

Hey don’t be too hard on yourself, if you weren’t comfortable you weren’t. While its sad that [name] pakar will never have closure we can always make one up for ourselves. Its a ok, hope you are eventually able to heal :)
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Scarlet_Crystal

After concluding an important part of writing to my book's main character, I have come to the realization that I do not find joy in writing anymore.
          
          I believe that the book has ultimately become a coping mechanism and that I am now only venting trauma through my story and that truly is not something I originally wished for, when I started. 
          
          To those who already managed to read chapter seven before I took it down, I'm terribly sorry for showing you such a horrible event. 
          
          I had never spoken of my negative experiences ever to anyone, until eight hours ago, because it still scares me, to the point where I physically can't speak of them, over a decade later. I didn't know that expressing it would be this painful for me and for some of you. 
          
          I had expected to feel a sense of relief when I would finally get it off my chest, in some shape or form, but I feel even worse now. I really should have shut up. 
          
          Chapters 1-6 will remain, always. Everything else is canceled as it wouldn't even be entertaining anymore. 
          
          [Name] Pakar will never get closure, because of me. 
          
          I'm sorry, but despite that, your continued enthusiasm has brought me a sense of relief and I even managed to feel understood and rooted for at some point.
          
          Thank you and goodbye.

ur_local_fag_gremlin

@Scarlet_Crystal it's totally okay if you weren't comfortable and it's understandable that you don't find writing enjoyable anymore. It was an amazing read and I think you did amazing in what it portrayed. Thank you for contributing those chapters. I'm sad it won't be continued, but I totally understand and I hope you are able to heal and find your own closure
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WolfyKana

Hey don’t be too hard on yourself, if you weren’t comfortable you weren’t. While its sad that [name] pakar will never have closure we can always make one up for ourselves. Its a ok, hope you are eventually able to heal :)
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WoodsOfWinter

Hey, I just found Guilty Pleasure and wanted to know if that is still on going or abandoned? I really love the first chapter so I was wondering.

WoodsOfWinter

That's good! Take your time!!!
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Scarlet_Crystal

@WoodsOfWinter Hello, I'm glad you enjoyed what you read. I have very little time to write but I'm working on it!
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Hesiseth

Recently found your book Guilty Pleasure and was wondering if you're still rewriting it, or if you've given up on it, if so, no pressure! <3

Hesiseth

That’s fine! I’m happy to hear you’re still working on the book <3
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Scarlet_Crystal

@ Onegaysubject I am still rewriting it, but I don't have as much time as I used to so it will take a while for updates :^
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bob_rossfromwish

Have you given up on the Guilty pleasure story?Its my favourite story I've read in a while and I'll literally cry if you say you have given it up and stopped

Arkalia-Tano-Skyguy

How much of the Book have You redone??? I liked the book and can't wait to re read it
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The_Social_Outcast1

I can only see like five parts and it says the last update was may 15… it seems like a really good book and I have seen a lot of positive comments so I would be really sad if you lost interest but I can still respect that :)
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bob_rossfromwish

And take your time
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knockbackkai

I really love your Adrienx readed it's....uffff i don't have words haha. Well anyway thank you for commenting and voting on my story too, it means a lot actually. And i couldn't stop laughing for solud five minutes so thank you for that too lol✌️✨.