ScarlettRylee

Again i feel depressed.....sighhhhhh:.........:((((((((.

SuperSuperrr

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SuperSuperrr

Take your time and thanks! I'm excited to hear your opinions!
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ScarlettRylee

@SuperSuperrr sorry 4 the really late reply...ok i will...but this yr is a busy n important one...so..I'll try ok 
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ScarlettRylee

.n also ..i don't notyfy my followers bcuz i think they wont read this as it is not important..still tq so much for those who is reading this till the end..glad to let you(who read this now).. can know my current situation..im literally crying now..so much it hurts..damn....so uh..i guess its a bye..4 those who read this..i would really appreciate if you can help me by giving me some spirited words..hah..i dunno ... but ya know ....something that can lighten up my mood now...
          

ScarlettRylee

@ScarlettRylee *im touched* aww...thank you so much....I didn't expect that someone would actually read this long rant of mine....tq ayaka...tq  4 this message..it lighten me up
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Gwynefhar

@ScarlettRylee  i know that this is kind of late because Im a very busy person. But I hope youre okay,if you have any problems you can tell it to us if you like or PM someone who you think you could trust until the gery end. And always put a smile on your face . :)
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ScarlettRylee

Feeling unlucky...sad always..always feel like crying..but not in front of other people ..  although i always crying at night without anyone noticing it... i know how not to make my eyes sullen the next day... that's why i always crying ..thinking about my past..n thinking about people around me..i always thinking...what have i done to you guys that i get treated like this.... i always try to be nice to people although it's really hard..also ..i always put a mask on my face..i never show my dull face to people...that's why i thought..if i have to go through all of this..y can't i just die already...or y am i still live.... i always thought that if i'm dead..no one would be sad..nor remember me..i always thought like that..if my presence is hust a nuisance to other people  y cant i just die..if i die..im sure that the will be happy without me.bcuz my presence doesn't benefits them...whenever i talk to people..they just talk to me bit..n then ignore me..like..sigh..i dunno..whatever it is..i really love my older sis..she can be such a meany sometimes but she can also be reall nice to people..i really love her..n my only friend that i think i have..n i dunno..i feel like i know much about her when in fact i DON'T know a single thing about her. #whiletypingthisiamcrying  #ignorethemistakes i dunno wut to do with my life anymore.but wut i know is just try to be antisocial as i can..as i assume that no one want to talk to me...n no one really care..eventhough i get good grades or wuteva....it will never change this situation of mine....sigh..glad that i can get rid of this from my chest since i dunno where or who i want to tell to..