The real reason why I haven’t been on much...
Yeah, sure, all the things I said before were true, but something really big happened. Those other things wouldn’t keep me form wattpad.
Alright, so here goes.
Nikolai, or as you all know him, Niko, the person I used to share this account with, my cousin, committed suicide.
Around May of last year, Niko had posted on our message board that he supported all kinds of love, including incest. After sending out this message, he called me, freaking out.
After trying to delete it and not being able to figure out how, I decided to say that they were my words so he didn’t get the severe backlash that came with it.
I lost four friends because of it.
After figuring that out, Niko felt bad and wanted to try and take that off of me, especially since people at school started threatening me and bullying me.
He told the school that it was him, and all the bullies turned to him.
Niko moved schools for the next year, hoping to escape. Unfortunately, a few kids at the new school were friends with kids at his old school, and word spread to them.
Niko was bullied terribly, and I couldn’t do anything to stop it.
Five weeks ago, on his birthday, Niko swallowed 2 bottles of pills after someone at school went too far.
I didn’t get to see him. I didnt get to say goodbye.
He flatlined overnight.
Please everyone, give me some time to recover. I just lost my best friend, my life long friend, my adopted cousin, because of a silly comment online.
And everyone, watch what you say to others. It may seem right to you, but it ends up hurting others significantly.
Thanks for (hopefully) understanding.
-Harley