[lil kitty cat]

Hey man. Love ya.

Hello! Kind regards dear Sam
          I must inform you that username "WhyanAlien" has died for reasons I must not speak about in this platform.
          Please don't try to contact them for their discord account will be reporpused for the username and age.

sorry for coming back i really need to know if im the asshole or not
          
          
          vent heavy tw
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          so basically Rey, my (ex?)bff blocked me everywhere and said they "hate they ever cared for me" and "wish i never came back all those times i blocked them" 
          
          (for context. I have three twitter accounts, my main (nornal), my priv (in which i only had Rey) and my nsfw/vent (in which i had blocked Rey) and I didnt wanted them to know about that account.
          they saw a screenshot in my priv where i was talking with someone I had told them to block (because it was someone they wouldnt like) and searched for my nsfw account, read all of my vents and intrusive thoughts and then blocked me everywhere without an explanation, i was able to ask in tumblr before they blocked me there too and they were disgusted by me, its been almost a day since and i miss them ive been crying all day and night. They knew about my hypersexual thoughts and I vented it on a separated account without them because I knew they wouldnt like it/be uncomfortable and I was actually starting to feel better and accept my trauma, they didnt let me explain myself at all and seriously they were my all. our one year since we met anniversary was a literal week ago and i feel so lost without them, i get that they hate me but i just would have liked to have been able to talk to them before begin cut off their life like this, i feel like my heart was ripped out of my chest and that i have no reason o live anymore

Uhh I'll either delete this account or just fully inactive, I lost the only person keeping me alive

I feel like crying and screaming and throwing up im actually such a bad person I wanna die

is there anything thats worth more than peace and love on the planet earth?

i hate police and police brutality with all of my soul i hope all the FUCKING 12 COPS THAT DESTROYED THE HOMELESS' MAN'S BED THAT LIVED AROUND MY HOUSE FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES HE DIDNT NOTHING WRONG HE WAS JUST AN OLD SWEER MAN TRYING TO DUCING SURVIVE ANDTAKINg CARE OF HS LITTEL DOG AHHHH DIE AHSJHAKSLKHLHDJAS AHGDGRGGR

Laying in bed thinking if I was taken advantage of or not because we were both minors and this has happened so many times I can't tell if I'm lying to myself for attention anyways h9w are we doing

hi i have a qurstion is it normal that last year my friend (16yo) asked me when i was 13 to fuck myself eith the handle of a brush, talked me throught it and would send boob pics?? /srs

My bff makes me want to break my skull with a brick sometimes