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I get depressed often I guess... I push things to the side like homework and other important things and end up not doing them. I don't like going to therapy I only went once and I hated it. I felt like a moron and the lady actually said that I was too over dramatic. Which I dont know if it's true, I am more mature for my age and I think I can take things to seriously. In all honesty for therapy I just want to be prescribed pills that can just make me feel better than talking to some random ass person. I cant talk to my parents because all they say is trust jesus and shit. It doesnt matter about faith if this is what people call a "mental illness" a MENTAL not something about my faith of a religion! I dont feel happy anymore! I cant keep writing because of this! Guess I'll pray to jesus to make thing better! I've gotten to the part of "I dont want to die because idk what happens after death" to "I wonder if I can make a noose with this yarn and hang myself" I dont like venting because I'm suppose to be a cool chill person you can talk to, that's they way it's always been. But I cant talk anymore, I'm sorry.