Hey guys! So I'm Hayley - thinking of changing my name because I hate it - and I live in a boring town called Tauranga in the North Island of New Zealand. God, I'm so sick of this place.
Anyway after going through all this shit in my life I find myself now lost and at the end of the tunnel. There's no light, no dark, nothing, and I don't know where else to go.
I have an amazing boyfriend named Travis, but at times I feel like leaving him, we always fight and argue, and there's nothing to talk about anymore. We both love each other but our relationship is dead. There's no excitement.
There's no excitement in any aspect of my life now. I hate everything, everyone and myself. Honestly I don't even know why I'm writing this all out, but hey.
I'm a bit - quite a bit - overweight - but I've promised myself that if I can lose about 6 dress sizes I'm going to buy myself that amazing gothic jacket - even if it does cost $150. 
I have an image in my mind for myself, and at the moment I'm the opposite. The real me - the me I want to be - has coloured hair, maybe green or blue, and I'm actually beautiful, I can wear the clothes I want and feel happy in it. I have tattoos and piercings, not over the top amounts, just a couple here and there.
At the moment I'm no where near that image, but I'm going to start getting closer to it. The first step, after all, is awareness.
If you've read this far then I'm amazed, and thank you. 
Happy reading! And hopefully I'll be able to write some good stuff soon. 

Random stuff about me: 
Favourites:

Colour: Black
Food: Sushi
Style: Gothic, punk.
Music: Metal, screamo, pop punk, alternative.
Bands: La Dispute, Man Overboard, Touche Amore, Being As An Ocean.
Books: Vampire Academy, Mortal Instruments, Uglies series, Hunger Games, House of Night, Feed by Mira Grant, most Darren Shan books, the Furnace series by Alexander Gordon Smith.