Kezza

So something completely terrifying happened to me! Its 2 am at the time. I was walking through my kitchen to get a lighter to light a candle( my cat peed on my Carpet so i use incents at night so i can sleep. Safely of course!). As i walk past the entrance to the lounge. I stop and double back. There was a random candle lit. I never felt so scared. Id been up since 12 am looking for my head phones. Going in and out of the kitchen/ lounge many times. Not once were any of the candles lit. And some of these candles are in individual candle stick holders that came from a thrift store. Can honestly say ive never been so scared. Ive had weird things happen to me on and off in my home. But never this. Why me! Im half expecting something that i cant see to taunt me tonight! Its funny tho we are the only family thats lived in this house?! 

I haven't been on this account in years I think or maybe less. But I am sad to say I stopped writing all together. This might make me look stupid and weak. But I just lost my creativeness I just struggle to get the good ideas in my head into paper it bugs me. I guess writers block. And then I started comparing my writing abilities and plots and like and reads to others and it was a lot. A lot that got to me. Even old negative comments had be reeling at the time. But the. I realised how young I was back then and the people making the comments were also young. So that explains the imaturity of them. I feel like I'm slowly getting back to where I was. I've been through abit in life. Struggles. Happy times. And a lot of new experiences and I've been trying to use those experiences as my inspiration and motivation for something new or some new chapters. Honestly was shocked to see that even after all this time people are still adding my stories to their reading lists so thank you :). I can't believe I was 17 when I started on here now I'm 23 and I don't know I feel like I may have a new way of writing. Or not. But I'll try :) I leave with this thought though. Why should we let other people let us feel like we can't do something that we enjoy doing. We shouldn't. That's the answer. If we love to write ( whether we have experience or not) we should be aloud to write.  God knows you go through a lot of drafts and re-writing to get the best outcome. So next time you read something and think " well this doesn't make sense she/ he sucks he can't write. They write like a kid. A kid could do better"  how about be abit more mature and help them with a comment that will actually improve their work. Help them to get their story to what I'm sure the writer wants it to be. Instead of tearing them down because you feel like they suck. And if you can't do that don't comment and move along until you find a story that satisfies your mind. Simple. I hope to keep writing and improving xo

My neighbours. New young neighbours are throwing a party and I'm here in my room by myself thinking how I wish I could jump the fence and get drunk with them. I've lost so many friends by isolating myself. I feel like shit. Drinking wine and wishing I was 17 again.  Where's the tequila. I think my future husbands next door. Hahaha. Fuck.  Why am I so lame!!!!

This me wattpad layout is pissing me out!! Anyone else having trouble changing chapters? When I press the bloody chapter bar thing nothing happens  smh.

Hey! Would you please take a look at my latest romance short story? It's called "Never Let You Go" and you can find it on my profile. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it!
          x
          - Anna 

Wrote a real good chapter of a new story I've been working on and bloody wattpad goes and refreshes itself  and I LOSE the WHOLE damn THING ARGHH! A flaw of the website. Have to freaking save every few  mins to insure no loss of work. Now I can't remember what the exact words I wrote.  the frustration!!!!!!!!!!

Okay wattpad is annoying! Anyone else having the problem of your drafts having no spaces. I am writing a book draft on here and when I save it all my spaces between paragraphs are disappearing so I have to go back in and space them again. But then It happens again. Anyone else got this stupid problem ????

da da dadaaaaaa! im actually finishing up a chapter of Beyond His Beauty & His charm. im just going to continue on with the story finish it off then edit it. Going against everything i said but honestly ive been gone too long. i doubt it'll get much like or reads but for myself. i want to finish it off. dont judge my shitty writing i hardly write anymore so im abit rusty. Hopefully will be up today or tomorrow or something. itll be on the old one. Also working on an additional chapter that will be added between old chapters. im so bad though i get distracted so easily so it ends up one day becoming ..... a year  . mmmm. hHHhAHAHA  anyway just thought id let the people who still care wether it be just one person or more that a miracle is gonna happen. An actual update on a story ive abandoned. Hope u all had great holidays filled with nonstop eating drinking and presents. all the good stuff. Much love and apologies. SS <3

Just finished origin lux novel... HOLLYYYY CRUDDD. the feels in this book are overload. So many moments I waneted to throw my kindle. Well my cousins kindle, at the wall. Can't believe I ever hated daemon black.

my 5 year old niece disturbs me sometimes 0-0
          
           While driving home from a family dinner outing my parents driving and my sister, niece and i in the back she began saying
          
           "mmm that feels good mmm that feels so good" while rubbing her arm  in a very sexual voice... it was so disturbing i looked at my sister like
           "what the hell have you been doing that she can hear" 
          
          HAHAHAHA yeah  interesting car ride.