Se3lie

At times I go here to go down memory lane. How’s everyone seeing this?

fumikosoul

Btw I've been meaning to write fanfics again

fumikosoul

@Se3lie I should appear as @xiammeze , I think I'll be mostly active around this hour
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fumikosoul

@Se3lie I deleted discord but I'm making an acc right now ;)
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Se3lie

I hope so!! Maybe, if u wanna talk, you can contact me on discord… I’ve been rlly wanting to talk and catch up to a lot of stuff. If u still had ur old discord acc, its actually the same one you talked to me before. But, if u have a new one, the user is @Koemwuah :)
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fumikosoul

I don't mind nor do I care of I have to wait what ...2 or 3 years again to see another notification, I will gladly do that. 
          
          People believe life is not long enough but I believe it is eternal. I have all of eternity to wait, afterlife/heaven/next life whatever you believe in, I'll pull open a chair if I must.

fumikosoul

soupmate, do you remember? TT

fumikosoul

Oh, and of course, how could I forget to write this last bit?
            
            You were like a little sister to me,
            
            That's also why I've always wished you well ever since
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fumikosoul

@Se3lie , it is!! Previously @irlventiz , it is me Eve. I've been attempting to reach out since mid 2023, there's a quite much to unpack but the first thing I've been wanting to say ever since is: 
            I am so deeply sorry, I apologize for what I did, for having closed every communication way. There will never be words or actions to express how regretful I am for having done that.
            
            You've always been present on my mind, sometimes I couldn't focus, there were times I've just wondered "How are they doing? God I hope they are well, truly well" with the deepest worry. 
            
            I can never forgive myself for what I did but I've made peace with that. To be completely honest you were the reason I kept writing, perhaps now not fanfiction, but I remember you more than well. You were the first person to comment on that terrible xiaoven fic, I recall being in my kitchen and jumping happily around. A month later you were my pen pal and my dearest friend. 
            
            You'd brought light to me when I was at my deepest, soupmate.
            
            Those times were obscure for me, but I'd happily wake up exactly at 6am because of the hour difference, text you, and it would instantly become an awesome morning.
            
            I'd love to talk with you once again, but that's up to you. I just wanted you to know that if I ever got the chance to contact you.
            
            With the deepest appreciation and bittersweet regret,
            —Evie/Eve
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Se3lie

Wait. Is it really you.
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Se3lie

Take me back.. when wattpad was active 

Se3lie

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@iLikePrickledRoses yea but like… in wattpad you can talk and shit like this, and Ao3 is just.. reading with comments and shit ::
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iLikePrickledRoses

Everyone switched to ao3 ngl…
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