Lir

Life, currently, is good. I wish it could remain like this, but eventually I’m going to have to go back to hardships, face things I truly don’t want to.
          Sometimes, I wish time could freeze… 
          
          Sorry, getting deep in thought.
          
          I really should keep a diary, shouldn’t I? 
          Problem is, I recently realised, I cannot voice stronger feelings that well. Perhaps I’m a coward, maybe not. 
          I suppose that there’s a bar that sort of fills up for every emotion within me, but when it gets to a certain point, it spills within me and I don’t know what to do with it. That’s what it feels like. 
          
          How do I fix this eccentric (strange) problem? 
          
          

Researching for my Hanging Tree Story. Should have the prologue and Chapter One out tomorrow. 
          Apologies, things have been overwhelming. All I can say is thanks to whatever higher power there is, wether it be a deity or purely human intellect, thank whatever it may be for music. It's the only thing keeping me together.

If there are any ssbu fans here, a question for you. Are there any guaranteed ways of getting Dark Pit and Palutena, except World of light, because I'm stuck on this one Castlevania character. I tried looking it up but found nothing.

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A random question popped into my head. What exactly is junior/middle school and high school? I suppose grade school is primary, but after that, American systems totally lose me.

OK, I've decided to write a story based on the "Hanging Tree" song from Hunger Games. Might not publish it (due to copyright reasons, no I will not be using HG characters) but we'll see. Why? I like the Ballad's spin on it. 
          Any idea when it could be coming to Netflix?

Also, my mind seems to wander off into the most absurd directions. It went from wishing a rainbow was just that with no hidden meanings (but then again, everything, everyone even, has a different motive) to somehow thinking about innocence, specifically childhood innocence and wondering why our perspectives change from colourful to black and white when we grow up… is there a way to keep that colour, or do we lose it naturally? 
          
          Oops, tangent. Must stop doing that, I bore people, including myself. Well, more confuse myself. 

Update to my Sky References
          
          Rainbow-mixed feelings (usually joy & sadness), philosophising or both 

Need help. Not urgent, but still.
          
          How do I explain to my mother the differences between a sketchbook and pad? I get annoyed when the pages in my pad fall out (I have a folder to store them but it still irritates me), therefore I have been trying to ask her to get a sketchbook instead, but I don’t think she really understands the differences. 
          

Okay, so this is genuinely weird and creeping me out. Netflix genuinely believes I am using a vpn or something, because my language settings look completely different on my films to a relative’s. Here’s the thing though. I am not. I tried logging out and back in, same thing. I did travel recently but that was more than a month ago.
          Why is Netflix thinking I’m using a VPN?