Iapyx

Will be inactive (ashes & despair) until August due to mental health reasons. I can feel myself getting more and more on edge these days and situations getting harder and harder. I hope you all will stay well in this time I will be away. 
          
          
          
          With a heavy heart, 
          Farewell, til our paths may cross again.

So, I may or may not have to say farewell tomorrow or next week. Think I could go nuts from boredom from then on. Not sure if things are fine or getting ready to roll downhill. Have to wait and see.

My fingers hurt. Nearly broke em stubbornly playing this piece that was clearly too hard for me, but that I was too stupid to understand was hard. Probably cause it was one of only two piano covers of the song, and I found no easy version anywhere. :(
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Life can be great, but it can be awful too.

Added a personal quote section to my profile. 
          Will be updating it here too. 
          Here is the current one:
          "A frog a day, keeps the boredom at bay!"

Genuinely stupid question, but I really need opinions on this. Is dedicating one's efforts into origami pointless/a waste of time? I think it'll help take my mind off things but I'm worried if people'll see me folding frogs (I love origami frogs), they'll think I'm even more of a weirdo/social outcast than I already am. I used to pay them no mind, but as of around September last year... something's different. I feel more self-conscious, I've started overthinking and am worried about opinions of those I am constantly around. 
          
          
          
          
          
          In short: How do I take up origami without worrying about external factors?

Everyone, popping in to say I'm fine. Crisis: idk, maybe not averted. But I'm okay now. 
          
          These themes saved me (particularly the 1st one:)
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=azVhULtjhU4
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuL7nssULuY
          
          
          
          Enjoy :)

Something in life has officially driven me crazy. I'm not going to say what that something is, but because of that, I think I'm going to be either yelled at, forced to quit Wattpad, or both. 
          
          
          
          
          The fires of determination and rebellion have faded, all that's left of what was once human is ashes and despair (ashes not literally, despair quite literally)
          
          
          
          So this could be farewell. I'm sorry.

Something strange is happening to me on YouTube. So I have a tab near the top of my screen near the YouTube icon which used to show my history, playlists, etc. Now, I can open that tab but can't see anything there. I tried reloading YouTube, my browser, my device, nothing's working. 
          If you can, please advise me. 
          Thanks.

If anyone knows about vocaloid, I need your help.
          
          I just remembered a song, but I can’t remember what it’s called. All I remember is that Len Kagamine was on the thumbnail, and I think he was wearing some sort of black helmet. Internet won’t help, so I’m turning here.

Happy New Year everyone! Sorry I’m late. 
          
          So, I have found that a lot of things in my life revolve around or are influenced by music. One of these things is just my general feeling of today, the future, whatnot. 
          
          Currently, the song that encompasses my feelings is Kura Kura (Trickle’s English cover from Spy x Family). 
          
          A tough time is coming up, with each passing hour I feel myself wondering if I’ll survive what’s to come and if I do… simply if I’ll have strength, motivation (well, something of that sort) to carry on and push through further on in life, as I feel there are too many uncertainties around.
          Some time ago, I would’ve met that wonder with a definite yes. Now, I can’t say. 
          
          Hah, that explains a lot about myself. 
          Anyway, the link to the song will be in the replies.