Hi
I saw u on FMC's profile, and your name was in her profile, so I decided to stop by (my curiosity is even getting on MY nerves ;P)
But I read about you and I am so sorry you lost your son. I know you must love him very much, and I don't use past-tense because I have a strong feeling you still do.
I find you a truly inspiring person, and in that I believe you're awesome :D