Seasonal Dream

Everytime I see your pfp it looks like Gojo with his head turned to the left lmao

I had made the decision to unpublish the original I Don't Wanna Lose You. Made this decision for a few reasons, one being how immature I was writing it.
          
          I was uneducated on things that were mentioned or done in the book, such as mental illness some characters carried. Another being the relationship the bunny boys had with their father, I'm still very upset with myself on that.
          I haven't really felt or expressed a want or need to finish the first chapter of the rewrite. 
          
          I've also been feeling a bit burnt out lately, my creativity flows haven't been coming as often as I would like. I've also been thinking of moving to AO3, not sure yet though. 
          
          Not really an in-depth reasoning, but I decided to type this all out before I fell asleep. Not a smart idea I have to wake up in like seven hours. Have a nice day/morning/night!

Do you ever just like-
          Have a book you really like, get off Wattpad for months upon months, then get back on, then three-five months of being back you try looking for that book but can't remember the title, cover, or author, but remember what it's about?
          Yeah I'm in that boat-
          Don't think I'm finding it any time soon. Or possibly ever.

For the holidays this year would you guys rather me post a book I've been working on for a while or would you guys want the first chapter of the reboot of I Don't Wanna Lose You?

I never realized how difficult it was to pick a family friendly topic to write 10,000+ words to write about until my ELA teacher had all of us participate in NaNoWriMo-
          Help-

Happy Halloween guys! Be safe if you're gonna be out and about tonight! Hope you all have an great rest of the day!

Being completely honest I might rewrite I Don't Wanna Lose You in third person to see of I like it-
          I dunno, should I?

Just out of curiosity, if I was to post random paragraphs/dialogue on my message board from a story I'm publishing in the future, would you guys mind?

I'm tired.....
          
          I'm tired of being depressed
          I'm tired of being lonely 
          I'm tired of people not respecting me
          I'm tired for being nothing in this world
          I'm tired of feeling worthless
          I'm tired of being nothing in your life
          I'm tired of feeling pain
          I'm tired of remembering things I don't want too
          I'm tired of being here
          I'm tired listening to people talk about me
          I'm tired of not being good enough
          I'm tired of being a mistake in this world
          I'm tired of people not listening to me anymore
          I'm tired of having social anxiety
          I'm tired of being suicidal all the time
          
          I'm tired of being tired all the time

I'm tired.....
          
          I'm tired of being depressed
          I'm tired of being lonely 
          I'm tired of people not respecting me
          I'm tired for being nothing in this world
          I'm tired of feeling worthless
          I'm tired of being nothing in your life
          I'm tired of feeling pain
          I'm tired of remembering things I don't want too
          I'm tired of being here
          I'm tired listening to people talk about me
          I'm tired of not being good enough
          I'm tired of being a mistake in this world
          I'm tired of people not listening to me anymore
          I'm tired of having social anxiety
          I'm tired of being suicidal all the time
          
          I'm tired of being tired all the time