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Dear people who knows me well enough to know that they know what's wrong with me, i only have 4 more years left in this hellhole called "home" it's not my home.. my home has been taken away from me by my so called mom who I'll get into later, so when im at of age im moving out and try to start fresh bc of my parents and other people I'll not mention, my mom over the years has gotten mean and very much disrespectful to everyone except the people she loves, (I'm clearly not one of them) she treats me with so badly that i don't tell her things anymore i literally have anxiety attacks around her bc if i fuck up one small thing i get yelled at and basically being told that im good for nothing and that im useless, i dealt with this for 1-5 years of my life, it's fucking sucks bc im relapsing and my friends are worried that one day I'll be gone, but i got 4 more than im out, i can live without her yelling at me and probably get my life back, but enough about me i wanna know who everyone is doing so i can get my mind off of my problems :)))