SecretAssassinL

@SecretAssassinL Aww, I'm so sorry to hear your friends said those things, and I can't blame you for being quiet about it. Yeah, the world is messed up. I grew up with lgbtq+ and trans friends, and even though I'm not trans or apart of the lgbtq I choose to respect everyone no matter who they are -- cause no matter who you are, what colour, gender, sexuality, everyone should be respected. And if you ever need to talk to someone, rant to, or even need a shoulder to lean on, I am here to chat, my friend. Just hit me up on my board, and I'll be there! ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ❤️

@Tae1395 Hiiiiiiiiiiii!!

@ahkaswrites In a month, it'll be back with a new chapter dw.

@ahkaswrites Yeah, it's only temporary though. I'm trying to annoy a friend of mine. He kept saying he'd read it, but for months he forgot. Now that our exams started he wanted to read. And I went mom-mode and removed 'fallen angel', because I know him, he wouldn't study otherwise. 

@SecretAssassinL Oh I have no idea when, I finished the physics exam and eeeeh... Instead of crying I'm gonna focus on the math exam tomorrow argh ಥ_ಥ 

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@SecretAssassinL OMG that's so cool!! You'll do great on your physics test! When should we expect those book to be dropping?

@ahkaswrites I will, thanks a lot again.

@ahkaswrites Heyy buddy, bottling up emotions sounds exactly like what I'm doing right now actually haha. No, don't feel bad for mentioning your similarities, it makes me feel less alone then annoyed. Thank you, yeah, I think I got what you try to tell me. 
            
            Lately I tried to distract myself with a lot to get clean actually, but it feels like it's not good enough, not fast enough, just... I feel never enough. 
            
            Or it's just because I don't like summer, I'm like this every year since one thing happened lol
            
            Take care of my body? Pfft, honestly if I survive I'm good. Oke, jokes aside, how come you knew I partly stopped eating?? I just eat when my sister reminds me to ups...
            
            I may not be messy, but maybe keeping track of how I feel might help, tho Ik I'm gonna drop it within three days, I can't keep routines up for long argh
            
            Music does have a impact on us humans, so I'm sorry to hear you cannot enjoy music as well. Music used to be my escape, my savior, my therapist, So I feel what you mean. But one good thing, I found a new band I'm interested in haha, I may not understand Italian, but it caught my interest. 
            
            Tbh meditating reminds me of my ex and I'm sure thinking about it will backfire. Tho... Now that I think of it practicing Martial Arts used to have the same effect like meditating, just better. I might visit my old sihing.
            
            I'm also going to visit my homecountry with my parents soon, hopefully that'll lighten my mood a little...
            
            Thank you a lot for your time for teying to help me in such detail, honestly, I'm super glad you checked all announcements dude^^ You also take care of yourself okay? 
            Jave a virtual hug from me /~♡

@SecretAssassinL Never force yourself to do anything. Don't feel like writing your book? It's okay. I'm sure Ramon and Darrell will understand and love you the same. Don't feel like reading other's books? It's alright. They are wonderful writers and will understand. 
            
            The only thing you must force yourself to do is doing the bare minimum of taking care of yourself. Force yourself to eat even if you don't feel like it. Force yourself to drink water even if you don't feel like it. And even of you're unable to do that and drop the self-care, it's alright. Try returning. As long as you return, it'll get better for sure. You're strong. You'll get through this.
            
            Now, I talked about stuff like eating, drinking, regular showers, fresh clothes etc because I struggle with those. I did not assume that you struggle with the same. I just wanted to cite examples and hopefully the general message has gotten across. 
            
            Take care of yourself. Above all, be honest with yourself about your own emotions and feelings. You're strong. You'll be okay.

@New-gal True... It's like a double edged sword... Just sad for those who were using it correctly, but probably for the better Ig...

@SecretAssassinL I understand why they're removing it. I mean... cyberbullying, sexting, and so much more can be happening in there... But it is sad for people who use it for Roleplays and ideas, stuff like that.

@Tae1395 yeah, without an actual reason on top of that...

@Tae1395 Hahah let's go! A snowman olaf it is XD

@SecretAssassinL awe yay, how about a sand man?  Ppfftt Lol

@Tae1395 I'm always there for a snowman!! But there is no snow... :,)